A Bestfriend's Worth[COMPLETE]

Chapter 25

Another stupid day again😢

I was in the clinic with my groupmates, we were filming for nextweek's reporting project. My classmates was really having a hard time speaking filipino.

I don't have much time left. Its almost 3rd quarter and I haven't tell Justin that I still love him.

I am crying right now. I really do. This day was really kind of a rush, exhausting, humiliating always.

Why do I have to be punished always? Am I the Jess that you know? or is it just love was never meant to me now. Especially right now, tears because of Justin and my Grandpa, this makes me wanna commit suicide.

Grandpa, I'd better see you next week of course, nothing is more worth sad and crying to me is seeing you in pain, I JUST WANNA FREAKING CUT LUNG CENTER INTO HALF! My grandpa has Pulmonary edema right? (you can see it in ny previous chapters)
He will undergo operation this saturday, so we cannot go to the reunion.

Justin!!! Can't you just be with me today?