A Bestfriend's Worth[COMPLETE]

Chapter 17

October 9, 2017
I changed myself into a normal person. Interesting. Some pf my classmates, no, I mean most of them know that I am hurt and still hoping for Justin's fucking love. I miss him :(

Ughh, Filipino projects are the worst. I have to report about some nationwide about Duterte, our Philippine president. I can't barely keep my eyes open in school today. I haven't have enough sleep.

Extra Judicial Killing, Uhm.. Xander Forssddsd... Zzzz..

October 11, 2017
Ughhh, I just fell asleep last night, and its late 1:30 a.m. in the morning. Gosh, I just can't afford any sleep and rest from our exhausting projects.

I was so, even today. Remember Chris Blaise? Well, I think he just uhmm, no. I just... UGHHH... I just can't really tell if he likes me or not, well by his acts, yes. But when it comes to face expression I think its just nothing.

Well, Keanu asked me if I want to go to the Student's Night Out on October 27 after our halloween party in school. He asked me if I go, which will I want to choose to dance with... Justin or Chris? I was just shocked about that question, I just can't have the answers to that. He asked me again about that, "Well, I think there is no possible way that I can be with Justin, and 2nd year highschool student's have a different date, not like us. 3rd year Highschool." I said, so I can't have any choice to pick Chris, I just don't like him.