•Cameron•
"Now, I don't want to do this." She said pointed the gun at casslynn.
I pushed Casslynn behind me.
"Taylor, stop please. Don't do anything you'll regret." I said motioning Cass to back up.
"Regret? Ha, I'll cherish this cameron,
cherish." She laughed.
"Now get your ass over here Casslynn." She screamed.
Before I could stop Casslynn she walked in front of me.
"Go ahead, Taylor shoot me. I'm here do it." She said opening her arms wide.
I knew what I had to do, take a bullet for the one I love.
Taylor put her finger on the trigger, and Cass never budged.
She clicked it and I jumped in front of Casslynn falling to the ground.
But I felt nothing, I realized she had no bullets in the gun, what a joke.
Casslynn kneeled at my side
"Cameron." She screamed.
"Cass, I'm fine there wasn't any bullets in the gun." I said while getting up wrapping her in a hug.
Taylor started to back away.
"Not so tough anymore?" Cass said walking towards Taylor.
"U-uh, i-I'm gon-na go." She stuttered and ran away.
Casslynn walked back eyes filled with tears.
"Cass what's wrong?" I asked grabbing her.
"I-I almost lo-lost yo-you." She cried tears falling into her mouth one by one.
I pulled her into a hug and kissed her soft lips, tasting her salty tears.
"But you didn't, I'm here." I whispered.
"Why'd you do it?" She sobbed.
"Do what?" I asked confused.
"Jump, ju-mp in front of m-me." She slurred.
"Because I love you, I'll do anything for the ones I love, and I love you a lot Cass." I said tucking her hair behind her ears.
"I love you too." She buried her face into my chest crying.
I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back.
I loved her so much.
•Casslynn•
What would I have done if that gun was loaded?
First I lose my dad and then my boyfriend?
That would just break my heart even more, but gladly the gun wasn't loaded, which gave me relief.
But still all the tears that I've had backed up just came pouring out and I couldn't stop them.
I loved my dad so much, and planning his funeral was going to suck big time.
*Day of funeral*
I woke up to the sound of my moms crying, today was the day of my dad's funeral.
The day I get to see my dad for the last time, he's not even going to look like himself.
The doctors and cops pushed back the apts due to the funeral, which I greatly appreciated.
I took a shower and then got out and put on my black dress with white flower prints at the bottom of it, I then put on white sandals and curled my hair and pinned my bangs back with a white flower clip.
" honey are you almost ready?" My mom yelled.
Ready to see my father laying in a coffin? No. Ready to kiss him for the last time? No. Ready to say my big speech without crying? No.
But I knew I had too.
I dragged myself down stairs and fount my mom hugging cameron.
My mom motioned me to join.
I walked over and cameron put his arms around me and my mom.
This was one of the best hugs he has ever given.
"Alright kids, let's go." My mom said while wiping her eyes.
We walked outside and got in the car.
This was going to be hard.
*Funeral Started*
The preacher walked up to the stage and began his speech.
"Mr. Anderson was a lovely man, he was trustworthy, kind hearted and just the nicest person you could ever meet, he always put people's feelings before his. Now if you all would please direct your attention to the daughter of Mr. Anderson." He said, cameron gripped my hand and kissed my cheek.
"Be strong." He whispered.
I got up and walked to the podium with my speech paper in my hand and the picture disk I made of me and my dad.
I slid the DVD into the player and began my speech.
"My dad was my bestfriend at times and my enemy, he always knew how to fix problems. I remember when I was about 7 and my dad was teaching me how to ride a bike, he took me to the park so I had area to practice. He held onto the bars and gave me a push, I screamed 'let go daddy' he let go and I went crashing into a bush, he ran to my side both of us laughing, even though I knew I had a scraped up knee, I couldn't help but laugh. He picked me and put me on his back and he pushed the bike all the way home. He always knew how to make me laugh, but he also knew how to make me cry. I would be nowhere without my dad, he was my life savor, my other half, my hero, but most off all my dad, and it hurts to see him laying in that coffin, and it hurts knowing that this will be the last time I will see him, and it hurts knowing that I never got to tell him 'goodbye and I love you', but what hurts most of all is that I lost the one I cared most about, you will forever be in my heart dad, I love you." I said and turned around to the screen watching the rest of the slide show.
I began to cry, I dropped to my knees, crying hard.
I miss him already, right now he would be here hugging me, telling me I was going to get through this.
I felt a hand grip my arm, I looked up to see cameron. He took my arm and walked me back to my seat.
I sat down and laid my head on his chest, he kissed the top of my head.
"I love you cameron I whispered." I said while kissing his cheek.
My mom and some other people went up and gave a speech and then it was my turn again.
I was singing a song that I dedicated to my dad.
"Now, if you could give your attention once again to the daughter of Mr. Anderson, Casslynn, she is going to preform and song she dedicates to her father." The preacher said handing me the mic.
The band began to play, and I began to sing.
"Yeah, I know it will be okay, because I will see you soooooon, but don't forget about me daddy, I'm still your baby girl, I'm still your baby girl." That was the end of the song and everyone stood up clapping, I couldn't help but smile even though I wanted to cry.
*funeral ended*
After everyone got out of the church, I was greeted with many hugs and flowers.
"Your singing was beautiful my darling, just like you." An old lady said kissing my hand.
"Thank you." I smiled and hugged her.
Cameron pulled me into a hug.
"You're strong Casslynn Grace, you're strong."
"I love you Cameron, I love you." I said kissing his cheek.
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sorry it's so short guys, I love y'all.
