WGM Effect 2.0

Same Old Spot

"I don't know why rookie idols are going into such show because for most parts it is stated in their contract they cannot date for certain numbers of years which only made they realized they cannot have one thing in their glamorous life; a relationship."

-Fan (Allkpop)-

To get along so well and to be separated unwillingly is something so cruel but something we as idols know very well.

I know the moment I let go of his hand, we will be like we used to be back then.

Strangers..

I hold onto him a little tighter, I try to smile a little brighter...

I hug him for the last time, as I wept myself on his sturdy chest, knowing that I can no longer be the one giving him this comfort.

I thought to myself, that this is it. I should no longer have any regrets. I have done what I wanted with him.

I have used him as much as I can, like he asked me to.

It is time to let go. So I wept even more.

"Mianhaeyo oppa, but I will let you go." I muttered to him in between my ugly sob.

***

Being pretty is a sin, I once told her. But what I kept inside is that, being pretty when crying is even more of a sin. And to cry because of me... and to become the reason for her tears if even more of a cruel thing that she is doing to me.

Why, above all must it be at the very last moment that I need to see her like this. All broken and a crying mess because of me.

I can't help but stare at her longer than I used to..

I can't help but think to myself that she is pretty..

And the fact that such thing happen because of me, makes her even lovelier to my eyes.

I'm a greedy man because I relish in the fact that I'm the reason for her tears. I want to impact her, I want to leave her with a scar, I do not want her to forget me easily.

I just want to be with her. Even in this way. Even in this sense.

Smiling like this to me, her eyes shaped into a crescent moon that vanishes even more when her smile grows wider.

I am honestly glad, that I'm a part of this.

That I can also be the reason for her smile.

I cannot believe this.. that we will come to an end as she called me her 'oppa' with her aegyo filled voice.

'Ah, We Got Married is such a cruel show..' He scoffed to himself.

It was then..

Months ago.

People said love was like a rose. Full with thorns but very pretty. She was like that, beautiful but we cannot be together.

***

Like any other days, Sungjae laid on the bed after long vigorous daily activities.

Tomorrow she is going to be there with her members, he cannot help but feel his heart jump a little.

The day went by as fleeting as it could with little to no interactions between them. Honestly, he is used to this. It has been months. It is true that couple turn into strangers when it's over.