The past is in the past (BTS x Reader)

Chapter 10

I suddenly got chills. I never saw Y/N like this before. She's a music monster.

*Y/N's POV The next day*

I was smiling brightly until I got outside. My face changed. "Why are you here Jin?" Jin rose his head and look at me. He came up to me but I took a step back.

"Your brother asked me to take you to school."
"Wae?"
"Um he said that Sungyeol was sleeping so he doesn't want to waste your time waiting for him."
"I could always take the bus."
"But he insisted Y/N. You don't want to go back against your brother's order."
"If Soohyun oppa insisted and fine."

I went to his car. He look away, avoiding my gaze. I got into his car and he drove off. The song on his radio changed.

Taeyeon- 11:11. I gripped my shirt. Wae? I can't be over them. Why can't I be over them? I want to forget them. I want to be over them. I can live without them now.

*A week later*

I went to the hospital and cheer up some patients. I gave some thoughts about the guys. My heart weakens everytime I see them. I want to give them a second chance. A second chance to  become a band again. Our promise will come back together again. Everyone came and I saw Jungkook there. I smiled at him and began playing and singing.

Sky that pours light
A child stand under it, I
Fly as a dream
My life is a beauty
A story I've heard often somewhere
Ugly duckling and swan, a butterfly before it flies
People don't know, they don't see your wings
A new world you've met could be cruel
But strong girl
You know you were born to fly
Tears you've cried, all of the pain you've felt
It's to prepare you for the day you'll fly even higher
Butterfly
Everybody's gonna see it soon
Sky that pours light
A child stand under it, I
Fly as a dream
My life is a beauty
Forgotten dreams, I draw it again in my heart
Collect all of the times I withdrew and swallow it
Small memories wake me up one by one
Just enough to fill the world and open me up
Through the long night
Back to the road, want to go a trip again
Why not in this world
One word that wake up my heart
Yesterday, I was alone
With the countless blank stares with falling tears
Again, I endured the day
It embraced me who was shaking, again
Sky that pours light
A child stand under it, I
Fly as a dream
My life is a beauty (x2)
Flower petals wanes and I
Who had difficult times, follow the little light
To a distant day, send me away
I fly splendidly
Sky that pours light
Fresh eyes (x2)
Fly far away
Fly high (x2)
My very own beauty
The moment I closed my eyes time stopped
I rise up again

I don't wanna cry (x2)
Because I love you, because saying I love you
Isn't enough no matter what word I say
Leaving me, who cherished only you, where did you go?
Did you go far away because you didn't like me anymore?
Don't play around, I know you're there
I feel like you'll appear, so I wait aimlessly
I need to go find you, go find you
If I cry now, I might not be able to see you so
I don't wanna cry (x2)
Although I have a lot of tears, I don't wanna cry
This road that doesn't seem unfamiliar, feels unfamiliar
Asking me once again if this a road I know of
Could that person be looking for me
I'm looking for you right now
Don't play around, I know you're there
I feel like you'll appear, so I wait aimlessly
I need to go find you, go find you
Tears are building up and start to blur my vision
I don't wanna cry (x2)
Although I have a lot tears, I don't wanna cry
I'm okay (I'm not okay)
I don't want to see you (I really want to see you)
I have to say, say these
Lies that don't even come from my heart
Because my heart won't listen to these words as I thought
Come back (x3)
When half of me is gone, how can I live as one
I don't wanna cry (x3)
Although I have a lot of tears, I don't wanna cry
I don't wanna cry
When we see each other again
I don't wanna cry