The past is in the past (BTS x Reader)

Chapter 20

*A week later*

"Y/N~ Wake up~ Wake up~" I can hear Hoseok's voice. I swear that wasn't on my alarm clock. I cover my ears and roll all over my bed. "Y/N~" Someone jumped on me. "You promise us you'll spend time with us!" It was Jimin. "Wake up Y/N~" Taehyung also jumped on me. After them everyone started yo pile themselves on me. "Yah! You guys are way too heavy! You're breaking my spine! Get off!" I was now wide awake. They all got off and I began to chase them around the house. After a while I lost them. I sighed and got changed quickly. I did my normal routine and head to the door. I used my secret weapon. "I'm going! Bye!" "Andae!" I left the house and waited for them. They finally caught up and we all went to see my brothers first. "Oppa~" "Y/N!" Sungyeol and Soohyun oppa came and hug me tightly.

*Flashback*

"Do I really have to do this?" I faced the guys as we were in front of my brothers' apartment. "Ne. Now go." I feel nervous yet scared cause I haven't seen them ever since at the cafe. I ring the doorbell and Soohyun oppa opened it. "Hey guys and........ who's this?" I look at them and they nodded. I look straight back at Soohyun oppa. "Oppa it's me. Your little sister, Y/N." "Y-Y/N?!" I nodded. Sungyeol oppa showed up. "What's up?" "Sungyeol oppa." His eyes widened. "Y/N?!" I nodded. They came and hug me.

"Y/N I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I should've said that to you if I knew you were gonna leave us! I'm sorry!" Soohyun oppa cried.
"Ani. It's my fault. I'm the one who didn't care about them."
"We've been looking for you the past 4 years Y/N. Where were you?" Sungyeol oppa asked.
"Can we go inside first? We don't want to grab attention."

They nodded and we all went in. We sat down in the living room. There was silence and I was trying to find the words to say.

"Well I was........ basically everywhere. Anywhere that will take me away from music."
"Y/N." Yoongi mentioned. "Those."
"Mwo?"

I took off my jacket letting them see my scars I made. They were too shock.

"Y/N....." Soohyun oppa looked at me sad.
"This was how much I hated myself. How I wanted to die."
"Y/N." They hug me. "It's fine now. It's not your fault. It's none of our fault. It wasn't meant to be."
"I'm sorry for making you guys worry for all these years."
"The past is the past. Move on from the past. Eventually a day that you'll smile will come."

Soohyun oppa said as a tear slipped from my eyes.

"Oppa!"

*Time skipped*

"Shin Y/N was finally founded after 4 years. We don't know why she left her family still but it's a personal reason we can't explain. On to our reporter, Jung Ahn."
"Soohyun what was the deal with your little sister? Like after you post about her comeback the media went crazy. Please explain."
"Well me and Sungyeol would like to thank Suga from BTS, Mark from GOT7, and Jennie from BlackPink finding her. If it wasn't for them, we wouldn't found Y/N."
"We heard she changed her name to Shina Nari. Is it true?"
"Ne it is. She only changed it to cover her identity."
"The other day a fan stumble across her and saw her arm all cut."
"That is personal so I won't answer that. Let's just say she was having a hard time for a while. Now you may excuse me I have a schedule coming up."

*Flashback ended*

"How's my baby sis?" Soohyun oppa rubbed my head.
"Yah! I just got this done a few minutes ago." I fixed my hair.
"I'll take that as good. Still have that attitude of yours." Sungyeol oppa came in.
"Yah Sungyeol! I'll beat you up one day!"
"Oh I wonder. Can you?"
"Oh you're asking for it." I cracked my knuckles.
"Oops." Sungyeol oppa smiled.