Is It Fun Being Dead?

Twø.

A/N ok so before I start this just wanna say it's SO freaking COLD where I live and I know I can't really do anything bout that cause 1. It's October and it's about to be winter ❄️ and then it might be extra cold also I'm writing this like weeks later cuz I'm a lazy a$$ and forgot about all of my books which all I then have drafts for but I'm back now cuz school has been a really pain in the ass so that's the main reason but anywhoo onward with the chapter👍🏽👋🏽😆~

Tyler's POV
That was so close~

I was in my room well "The red haired" boys new room and I was in the corner of the room watching him as he moves and looks around but then I tried to get up and move when I knocked down something that was in the room and the boy quickly shot up and looked straight at me but I turned in invisible before he could actually see me and freak out like everyone else does

Once he lays back down I fade through the floor and I'm in the living room where I see the 'red haired' boys parents sitting on the couch watching a movie

There family seems so perfect and happy

Wish I had a perfect and happy family but sadly my parents were one of the reasons why I ended my life

But I get pulled out of my thoughts when one of them get up from the couch and I quickly run down the hall but soon forgetting that if I ran they would hear it

But it was already too late once the person that got up came walking down the expat hall that I ran down and I got super scared they would see me so I used the powers that I have and knock something down by waving my hand and they walked away going to check out the thing that I knocked down

Josh's POV
Since I couldn't get any sleep I decided to go downstairs and see what my parents are doing

"Hey Mom, where Dad?" I asked when I got to the last stair

"Oh I think he walked down the hall to see what fell because there was this loud sound as if someone was running and then something fell down" she said looking up and facing me

"Oh ok" I say joining her on the couch to watch the movie with her

Time Skippy~

"Josh you have school tomorrow you should head to bed" she says and I look at the clock that I guess mom or dad put up and it read 11:00 pm

"Yea your right goodnight mom,you too dad" I say before they both smile at me and say 'goodnight' back

Once I'm back in my room I move the boxes away from my bed and move them over to the front of my closet but as I finished moving the last box It felt like i was being watched so I turn around and scan the room and I swear I was seeing things because it looked like a boy was sitting on my bed and his body was reflecting the moonlight that was coming in through the window

I quickly rub my eyes and then the figure is gone

I don't know if I'm going crazy or it's just because I'm really tired that I'm staring to see things I quickly put the box near the closet and immediately go and get in bed closing my eyes and drifting off to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow

Tyler's POV
I went back upstairs to my room well the 'red haired boys' room which I learned his name is Josh

"Josh is a pretty name" I think to my self as I go and sit on the bed and I watch as Josh comes into the room without noticing me on the bed but I don't risk it and turn into a shadow

I watch him as he starts to move boxes around and I read a few boxes that said

'Drum Kit Parts'

And Josh moved them all in front of the closet but then he stopped and looked at me

I don't know why but I didn't turn invisible or fade through the floor and leave

But as he looked at me I stared into his eyes and saw they were a pretty brown color like mine

But soon realized he could see me so as soon as he covered his eyes I turned invisible and floated off the bed and went to the attic which was completely empty but it had a nice big bay like window people could sit in

So I went over to it and sat on the couch it had attached to it and open the window letting my feet hang out of it while I looked out and into the night sky

Watching as the sun went down making the sky look blue-ish purple with a mix of Orange

I took this picture near my house but the sun wasn't going down it was coming up but it still looks cool so let's just pretend the sun is going down 👌🏽👌🏽✌🏽

I closed the window but still looking out and I began to sing that I made when I was alive

I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I'll keep the lights on in this place
'Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away

I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't, I don't wanna fall, fall away
I will keep the lights on in this place
'Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away

I disguise
And I will lie
And I will take my precious time
As the days melt away
As I stand in line
And I die as I wait as I wait on my crime
And I'll try to delay what you make of my life
But I don't want your way,
I want mine
I'm dying and I'm trying
But believe me I'm fine
But I'm lying,
I'm so very far from fine

And I, I can feel the pull begin
Feel my conscience wearing thin
And my skin
It will start to break up and fall apart

I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I will keep the lights on in this place
'Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away

Every time I feel selfish ambition
Is taking my vision
My crime is my sentence
Repentance is taking commission
It's taking a toll
On my soul
I'm screaming submission and,
I don't know if I am dying or living
'Cause I will save face
For name's sake
Abuse grace
Take aim to obtain a new name
And a newer place
But my name is lame
I can't walk and I ain't the same
And my name became
New destiny to the grave

And I, I can feel the pull begin
Feel my conscience wearing thin
And my skin,
It will start to break up and fall apart

I don't wanna fall, fall away
I don't wanna fall, fall away
I will keep the lights on in this place
'Cause I don't wanna fall, fall away

And with those final words I rested my head on the window and drifted off to sleep

No A/N today I'm lazy srry ☹️☹️😞😁😁 but happy Halloween 👻🎃🎃👺👺🍫🍫✌🏽✌🏽👿👿👹😈💀