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Update on myself. Very important

So I know I know. I said I'd update more often. Which I did plan on doing. But then shit happened. Hurricane Irma. Then school. And I've been struggling with a lot of shit and I couldn't figure out what it was. So I went to my Psychiatrist on Wednesday to get the results from my gene testing to see which medications will work with me on a genetic level. (I take medicine for ADD)

But I find out that not only do I have ADD and Asperger's syndrome (a high functioning form of Autism) but I have pretty Severe anxiety. And OCD. So my anxiety has been what I've been struggling with. I've started a new school in a new state in a town that is pretty much new to me (this is the town I was born in) and my anxiety levels have gone through the fucking roof. So. I've been taken off one of my medications. And have been but on another one called Topomax. If you have t heard of it. It's an AntiConvulsant Medication to help with seizures and Migraines. But my psychiatrist has put me on it for my anxiety.

But today was my first day on it and let me tell you this.... it has made me the COMPLETE opposite of myself. I've been sad and gloomy and just.... well. I guess depressed today. I'm usually cheerful and happy and full of energy and pep! So idk how I feel about this. I hope that this goes away.

I'm so sorry about not keeping my word about updating these books. I truly am I feel absolutely horrible about it. And even just just now my anxiety is kicking in. I'm getting kinda panicky. And trembly and lightheaded. And it's hard to catch my breath. I FUCKING HATE THIS. but I hope you guys understand that I feel HORRIBLE about doing this to you guys.

-Cassie Peterson