Hidden Love

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The next day I didn't even want to go to school I didn't want to face everybody, not even Yuki and absolutely not Lester.

I had enough of his dose yesterday.

But then again I don't even have an excuse not to attend school. I bet Moms leaves the house earlier neither Dad. And I have to talk to my members at the dance club.

Oh yes! I'm the president of the dance club, I really love to dance and that's why I joined their club but now that my seniors finally left the school they gave the leadership and I'm really glad they choose me.

Groaning I lift myself off my bed to get ready for school. I just have to work harder on avoiding Lessy.

The things he said to me yesterday was beyond me. I couldn't get myself to believe it. Not when he suddenly just blurted and expect me to believe him.

I just couldn't grasp why I was being repulsive when it comes to him when he didn't even do anything wrong to me.

For sure I didn't hate him that much than it seems...

I just... Dunno...

I just hate the aching feeling inside me whenever he's around...

The day I met him the first time when we were in the 8th grade. There was something new inside me that I couldn't get to hold. It was a strong feeling I couldn't quite point out.

I just couldn't explain it so I act on impulse and let my guard up around him. It was the reason why I'm being like this to him.

I just don't know how to act around him and so to not feel stupid at all, I prefer for him to see me so strong and not the weak me that I tried so hard not to show him.

I just can't let him passed my barricades, not when I know there's a huge possibility for him to hurt me.

As soon as I got dress I went downstairs to the kitchen, only to find the help and cook Mom hire, serving food to Jayvy.

"Good morning Big Sissy!" Jay greeted whilst shoving a spoonful of his food.

"Morning Jayjay! Morning Ms. Anne... What's for breakfast?" I turned to the help.

"Morning Miss! It's your favorite Miss Joey, Champorado." She answered grinning at me.

I almost shout from joy at the mention of the food that I really love for breakfast or just for snack.

I stood up when she put the bowl of Goodness in front of me.

"I really love you Miss Anne, thank you for making my day!" I exclaim as I hug her, she just laugh at me while patting my shoulder before gesturing for me to eat.

"Your welcome Miss, I'll leave you both to eat." She politely said before sauntering back to her work. I ate in peace, occasionally glancing at my brother who was devouring his own bowl of goodness.

Several minutes passed we where on the way to Jayjay's Nursery school. Everyday before I go to school I have to bring Jay to his first then of course on mine.

Then every afternoon Mom will get him and make me babysit him in the evening because she need to go to work again.

I step inside the campus ground I came to a halt as I saw someone waiting for me leaning on the campus gate. None other than my very bestfriend Yuki.

Oh no! Not this first thing in the morning. I can't deal with this, but as usual I had no luck because before I could turn my heel to head the other way she already saw me and now going towards me.

Her face was so serious that made me so worried. Because there's only two things she puts that serious face on, whenever she was very upset or was very mad.