Jerika-My love for you

My one regret...

6 months later..
|Jake|
I went back to the hospital everyday ( I also missed out  on New years eve because i wanted to be with Erika) wich meant I wasn't getting enough sleep but Team 10 also came along once in awhile and I knew it was hard for Tessa to see Erika like this since they were best friends. Slowly I stepped inside Erika's room for the last time (because they said that I wasn't aloud to come back anymore for 'saftey' reasons) and I saw her cold and lifeless body in that hospital bed witch killed me a little every time since it felt like the hundred time and it hurt me. I loved Erika more that anyone could understand. I walked up to her and held her hand like I did everytime I needed to talk to her about something or needed someone who would just listen and not talk "Erika I didn't choose to fall in love with you. I just took one look at you and then there was no turning back. Yet I swore to myself that I wouldn't ever dare fall in love with you,but one day we laughed too hard when we were together and I knew I was screwed. But now that you're gone and I've lost my chance, I'm suddenly drowning in the things that I never told you.I will never regret this because it proved to me that love,happiness and family isn't for everyone and that not everyone gets a happy ending with the person that they love and I know that now. But I still have hope that you will finnaly come to me and this will all just be a dream. One day Erika... in this life or the next...I..I...I love you Erika Costell" I kissed her her cold lips then kissed the back of her palm and started crying because I missed her and I wished that I had gotten to tell her how I felt...

|Erika|
My head hurts like crazy and I have no idea where I am so I tried getting up but u couldn't move anything, my body felt so stiff like a rock, I then tried opening my eyes but I couldn't. I knew someone was talking but I couldn't hear what they were saying or say anything back. Suddenly I felt someone kiss me,I couldn't kiss back or see who it was but the kiss felt like heaven. All I knew is the I needed help. Now

3 months later....
{2.12.18}(February 12th 2018)
|Jake|
Recently I've been hanging out with Erika's old friends. Especially that girl Ally,who is now my girlfriend,because I thought  that if I started dating someone else that it would help me get over Erika but now that she's gone I think that's making me fall for her even more witch I didn't think was possible...

|Erika| 
I was in the same position for what felt like forever, until one day I tried moving again and this time I felt my arm move witch sent a wave of excitement through my body and one by one my limbs began to move as I was finally able to open my eyes and I slowly but surely stood up, only to find myself in a hospital. I was extremely confused so I went to the door and tried to open it..shit... it's locked so I went to the window luckily I was on the the first floor so I made my way out the window and ran and ran and ran down the street till I saw the Team 10 house so I walked towards it and reached for the door handle but stopped as my hand came in contact the door nob.... I was scared......

|Jake|
I was sitting on the couch with my arm around Ally when I got I call from the hospital that Erika was in  so I got up and went into the office "Hello" I said uncertainly "Is this Mr.Jake Paul?" Said someone who sounded like a man with a slightly worried voice "Yes" I said quickly
"Um... well.. I'm sorry to tell you this but..um.. the young lady we had here, I believe her name was.." "Erika" I said cutting him off "She..well...she.. we can't exactly find her.." "WHAT" I dropped my phone  on the floor and  was heading out door with no socks or shoes on when I saw her...

|Erika|
I was about to walk away when Jake opened the door..."ERIKA YOU'RE ALIVE" He ran over to me and hugged my tighter that I've ever been hugged before "I missed you so much" he side as he twirled me around "Well I didn't missed you" I said trying not to laugh " you didn't?" He said disappointed "Of course I missed you silly" I said giggling as I hugged him, he hugged me back"Well I see someone still has their sense of humor" he said  gently lifting my head up by my cheek "Never lost it Paul" I said as we stood there with our for heads against one another's and we just stared into each other's eyes... it's so amazing, I have butterflies in my stomach. I think I might be in love, with a Paul...

A/N- Hey, guys hope you liked this chapter,  I've been working hard on what to write for you so here it is. What else should I write, comment down below , also do you guys like this way for the chapters or the other ones (tell me in the comments) also I want to give a special shout out to 1Amanda_Panda1 for inspiring me to write this story, so make sure you go and check out her story, cause it's really good. Bye

-Violet