The hatred, anger
Rage and vengeance.
I can feel them changing.
In just one night,
I can hear them screaming out.
I watch them explode right inside me,
Saying,
"Do you still care?"
"Do you wish us to be back to normal?"
"Would you ask what I'm doing?"
"Are you sorry?"
"Would you cry in front of me?"
"Would you hug me just because you miss me?"
"Would you dare to approach me?"
"Do you feel the same?"
"Would you tell stories to me again just like what we used to do back then?"
And if you wish to talk to me after barely talking to each other because of that incident..
Here I am.
Feeling the presence of my dearest friend
That I thought I've already rejected,
Tear.
I can feel it flowing like a river,
As if it's unstoppable and never-ending.
I hate the fact that after a long period of holding it back,
There it is again.
I can feel it.
Tear is my dearest friend..
In just one night,
The anger fade away.
It turned into loneliness.
These thoughts I want to say,
But I don't know if I can.
These words I want to ask,
But never want to come out of my mouth
Because you've hurt me.
And I already know the answer,
That you don't care anymore,
And you don't need me.
Well, I can't believe that my anger would spill these words out.
In just one night..
I'm wishing that things are as okay as before.
No argues,
We were trusting each other.
And that no matter what,
We know that we would never change.
But then sht happened.
Back to reality.
And the fact just slapped me.
We're lost in different tracks,
We can't help each other anymore.
And you've done a lot of bad things to me,
Enough reason why we can't walk in the same ways.
