A/N my art above again? Oof bad I'm sorry. Also, ⚠️ there will be abuse in this chapter! Well, flashbacks :)
Johns POV~
White. Everything is just. White. Am I dead? I think. I hope. I look around and see someone sitting on the floor, back hunched and head down. Also someone standing over them with a belt in their hand. I gulp and start walking closer, seeing that the person hunched over looks young and.... dead. Gone. I look up at the tall man and see my father, staring at me with his grip tightening on the belt. When he starts walking closer, I want to move, but I can't. He looms over me and yells, "This is YOUR FAULT! HE WAS UNDER YOUR SUPERVISION! HES DEAD BECAUSE OF YOU!" I knew who he was talking about. My little brother, was under MY supervision... then he got hurt... he's dead of me... he lifts the belt up high and smacked it right across my face. I gasp and my eyelids shoot open, my heart rate fast and myself hyperventilating. I can't I can't I can't-
Alex's POV~
My head shoots up when I hear someone's heart monitor speed up rapidly. I hope it's not Jo-Jacqueline. Then a bunch of nurses and doctors speed to Jo-Jacqueline's room. Dammit. I need to remember Jacqueline. Anyways, I start to panic then feel a strong arm slip around my shoulders and pull me close again. I look up to see Herc hugging me close again.I feel content. But I'm still worried. I let my baby down..... I hurt them... this is all my fault my baby is hurting..... I hear the heart monitor go back to normal and sigh. I really want to see him. Horribly.
A/N hey, so I was wondering if you guys(or girls or nonbinary pals) so you do think if John should now be known as Jacqueline? Or should he now be just John. Like Trans MtF or Trans FtM. Comment please!
