Everything happens for a reason!

chapter 4

  "Two types of people who can't look at you in the eyes:
Someone trying to hide a lie or
someone trying to hide a love."
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>>Look there, the bitch arrived punctual before the lesson start<<, she said in her high squeaky voice and looked towards me. Her barbie squad giggle.
Can I go back home? I would rather work overtime than spend a day with her. Even if it's just two lessons. Now everyone in the class focused on me. Most of them looked at me derogatory, but you know what I got used to it. I ignored the looks they throw at me while I am walking to my seat who's in the back. They threw things at or insults me, like all the time. Stephanie took all the power against me and yes it's because the rumor she told everyone. Why I don't stand up against it? Hmmmmm let me think, oh yeah because it won't STOP and it has an never ending!

Once I told it Mrs. Rengston but she got suspended from our college. She was our liaison teacher and the only teacher I liked and who knew my problem, left me. I heard she had something with one of her student. Then I heard she attempt suicide and threat a student to sleep with her. Many wildest rumors. I don't believe it because, gossip is gossip right?.

She was a friendly also an adventurous woman who was open for everything. She smiled all the time and always believed the good in people. I was one of her favorite student, the reason might be I went to her all the time by any unnecessary problems. The thing was, she was there for me when I needed her and didn't judged me.

Mrs. Greene resolved me from this torture as she entered the room. She's not strict but also not relaxed, so something in the middle. Now and then my classmates throw paper-balls at me but I don't take it to serious. If I do, they know it annoys me and will do it over and over again and has a never ending.

Bell ringing. Mrs.Greene doesn't care and is not in hurry so I went last out of class. The cafeteria is full and I knew, if I would stand in the line now I would get my coffee and sandwich tomorrow. The irony. Apart from that, I don't have money anymore. I gave all I had to this toilet girl.

"Her name is Aubrey, you dumb ass,'' Patrick recommends.
''You know, we're the same person, Idiot.''
''Ah,leave me alone.''
''Hahahaha gotcha.''

Anyways I'm not that hungry and just in that moment my stomach started growling. Crap. Like in every school they have like a ranking of people. The rich students sit on the best table with the barbies, in the middle. There are nerds, emos, the nobles, hippies, and not to forget the popular. As you can see I don't pertain to any of them, that means I belongs to the outsiders. I don't really care about that I don't have friends or belongs to this part. I squeezed through these fat people. Okay they are not actually fat but the space is so narrow. I thought, I'm going to drown in this crowd. I looked around for a free table, sorry, I mean my table that's located in the corner. From this point of view, you can see everything. It's a small round table with 5 chairs around it. I looked through the filled cafeteria and sat down. I don't know, why I always do this.

''Maybe you think, someone will follow you.''
''Do you forget, I have no friends and I am not even sad about it.''
''What do even care about?''
''I cared about someone once.''

Who would voluntary sit next to me on a table? It's going defame them, if they even talk to me or sit next to me. It's like, if they want to touch the fire but know it's going to burn.
I'm sooo sorry, if you believe the majority more than the truth.
But you know life isn't fair everyone?

I took out my sketchpad and started drawing. To avoiding everyone, this is the best way and plugged the ear-phones to my phone. So they think, your busy and won't disturb you. Who will disturb me? I was so focused in my sketch that I didn't notice someone sit in front of me. I looked up and saw these eyes. Why the hell is she sitting there? Behind her were two girls, who checked me up. She, I mean Aubrey, looked at me for a second and gave me a shy smile. She said to these girls, who were standing, to sit down. The one girl with the blond-long hair, short pants and a crop-top said to her: "Well you know, if you want to sit here, you can sit her but we don't sit with this traitor!" The other girl who's hair was short and hazelnut brown agreed with her and said: >>Yeah, she's right, we don't belong here.<<