Asphyxiation (SAMPLE) Prologue-Chapter 16

Chapter 7

I woke up and we were still close but he didn’t have his arm around me anymore. I turned to face him. There was something about this man that had me going crazy. I admired his face and his body. Even though I still think he might be just like all these other niggas. I was staring at him hard. He started to move around and groan. I didn’t know what time it was I just knew it was dark outside. I really didn’t care at this point because it seemed like being with him my fears kind of disappeared. He started to wake up. That really didn’t make me stop looking at him. He woke up to me staring in his face.

“Well hello Beautiful.” He should’ve kept his mouth closed though. His breath was on a thousand. It was stanky as fuck.

“Close ya mouth or go brush ya teeth and tongue.” I held my hand to my face and started laughing.

“You play too much.” He mugged me and got out of the bed. I didn’t care that he mugged me I just kept laughing.

“There’s an extra toothbrush behind the mirror mouthwash is under the sink in the cabinet. Have fun.” I gave him a wide grin and rolled out of the bed to go see what time it was. We almost slept through the night but not quite. It was going on eleven o’clock. I have yet to start the meeting notes at that. Fuck I’m slackin’. I went to my computer to look at the little bit of notes that I did have. In my head I kind of figured what I was going to talk about for this project. I want it to be on a bigger scale than the last one. I heard him cut the sink off, but I didn’t hear him come up behind me. He wrapped his arms around me from behind.

“Ok now for round two. Does it smell better.” I smiled.

“Yes waaaay better.” I turned around to face him. “You hungry?”

“Yea but I’ll cook you look busy.” He bent over me and I wrapped my arms around his neck and brought him down closer to my face.

“You sure? I’ll help if you want me to.” I just looked into his eyes and then in his mouth when he started talking. That gap was giving me so much liiiiiiife.

“Yea I’m positive Ma. Finish what you’re doin’.” He kissed me on the lips. I didn’t want him to stop. I didn’t let go of his neck in fact I held on even tighter. This was really going against every belief and moral code that I had. Maybe he is different from all of these other niggas. He started talking between each kiss. “Finish forreal I got this.” I groaned and reluctantly let go of his neck.

“Fine but just remember to-”

“Yea I know clean up my mess when I’m finished. I got that down pact now Ma.” I shook my head and smiled at him. He walked out of the room and I turned back to the computer. I started typing up my notes. I had the right train of thought this time. I wanted to do a project to empower black women to go out and follow their dreams and show that we can be businesswomen, and entrepreneurs. I want black women to know they are all seen and will all be recognized. I had been typing away and I had a good amount of notes before he came back in the room.

“What did you cook?” I turned away from my computer to face him.

“Come to the kitchen and you’ll see.” He took me by my hand and lead me to the kitchen. He made fried fish and spaghetti. This man right here. “Sit at the table and I’ll fix your plate Ma.” I sat down at the table and waited for him to fix our plates and join me.

“Thank you for cooking for me. How you feeling though?”

“You’re welcome. And I’ll be aight, just a lil sore. Nothin a massage won’t fix.” He gave me the biggest smile. Gap and dimples showed. I couldn’t help but to laugh. “Why you laughin’?”

“No reason but we gonna see about that massage.” I winked at him and kept eating my food.

“So what were you doin’ on the computer anyways?”

“So basically I’m my own boss and I work from home. From time to time I have to go to these big business meetings to talk about ideas and projects that is going to help us as entrepreneurs make money. I’m working on a project that I want to help empower black women. I feel like black women would invest their money into something that will empower them to do better for themselves.” He was looking at me with amazement. “Why you looking at me like that?”

“You are one amazing woman Ma. I tell you.” I smiled. No one has ever told me that.

“Thank you Love.” We finished eating. I helped him clean the kitchen and we talked and laughed the whole time. He threw dishwater at me and I screamed. I jumped on him. We started playing around. When I jumped off of him he chased me into the bedroom. He caught me and snatched me up.

“Damn you kinda fast there speedy.” He was breathing heavy. He still had me in his arms.

“You gonna put me down or what?” I was breathing heavy and laughing right along with him. He laid me down on the bed. He got on top of me. “I thought I was supposed to be giving you a massage?”

“That’s up to you. You the one who said we shall see. Am I right?”

“Don’t get smart wit me or I will fight you.”

“Remember who on top though.” He looked at my neck. He was hesitant. I nodded my head, grabbed his hand and placed it around my neck. This was me giving him permission to do what I wanted him to do. “Are you sure?” I looked into his eyes and nodded my head again. He kissed my lips and gently started choking me. I let him be in control this time. I started to moan out. He let me go and undressed me. “I really been missin’ you. I’m so sorry for what I did to you Ma.”

“It’s ok.” I pulled him down on top of me all the way and wrapped my legs around his waist. I kissed him. He pulled away from the kiss and started kissing and rubbing on my body. This feels so different than any other time we had sex. He came back up to my lips. He took his boxers off while we were kissing. He got in between my legs. He slid into me slowly. It was like I was fit just for him. He was stroking slow and deep. I arched my back for him so he could go as deep as possible. I wanted him to hit my guts. I just want all of him inside of me. “It feels so good.”

“You feel good Ma.” He was whispering in my ear. I wanted him to choke me so badly. I put his hand back on my neck. He finally started to choke me up. That made his stroke game twenty times better. I started to just beg him to make me cum. I begged him not to stop.

“I’m about to cuuuuuum.”

“Cum for me Ma.” He started to speed up. He let go of my neck and gripped the headboard to keep himself balanced. He started going faster and harder. When I started to cum I held on to him and breathing picked up heavily. After I came he pulled out and started to cum. All of my stomach muscles were tight but I felt so good. He collapsed next to me. He pulled me into him and he kissed my forehead. “Goodnight Baby.” That was the first time he had called me Baby.

“Goodnight Sweet Face.” I kissed him and faded right into a deep sleep.