Asphyxiation (SAMPLE) Prologue-Chapter 16

Chapter 13

I woke back up in a unfamiliar place. Either I was confused, or I was high on drugs, but then again there is a possibility of it being both. As I was coming to my senses I heard very familiar snoring over in the corner of the room. He is here for me. I damn near cried. One Cheek is here too. I guess the nigga not as bad as I thought. They were both sleeping so peacefully. Although I don't think they should be seeing as what just happened not too long ago. How can they sleep so peacefully and I'm laying here about to croak over like Spongebob in Sandy's tree dome. I NEED WATER!!! I couldn't talk so I started to beat on the side of the bed to wake someone up. They jumped up at the same time and had pulled out their guns so fast. If I had known any better had I not been so dehydrated I woulda pissed on myself. They realized that I had woke up. He asked One Cheek to go and get the doctor or nurse for me.

"Hey Baby." He came close to the bed and kissed my forehead and tried to run his fingers through my hair. Shit didn't work though but he got an E for effort. I pointed at the water pitcher and he poured me some water. I felt so much better. I could finally talk.

"Hi Love." I smiled at him and looked into his beautiful eyes. That is something that I don't want to lose sight of. It's so crazy how I've fallen for this man. Lord I think I've lost all the senses that you've given to me because this is some wild stuff right here. The doctor came in with One Cheek in hot pursuit.

"Well ma'am I am sorry to inform you that you lost both of your babies in this whole process of a tragedy." As soon as that was said I had tunnel vision and tunnel hearing. I didn't hear anything else that the doctor was talking about.

"I was pregnant? With twins?" I asked with tears forming in the corners of my eyes. They fell before my question was even answered.

"I know this is hard for you but we do offer counse-"

"How far along was I?" I needed answers for everything. How the fuck could I not know that  I was fucking pregnant? HOW? I looked over at him and he had tears falling from his beautiful eyes. His eyes got darker with each tear.

"You were 3 almost 4 months."

"There is no way doctor. How could I have not known there were 2 fucking babies growing inside of me for 4 motherfuckin months?" I started snapping off on the doctor like everything was his fault. I felt no guilt about it though. The EKG started beeping faster the angrier I got. "WHHHHHY DIDN'T YOU SAVE MY BABIES? YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKIN DOCTOR! DID THEY NOT TRAIN YOU WELL ENOUGH OR SOMETHING? OR YOU JUST COULDN'T RETAIN EVERY FUCKIN THING YOUR ASS WAS TAUGHT." The doctor got scared and ran out of the room. All I could see was red.

"Baby, baby calm down before you pass out again." I went from anger to sadness and then guilt.

"I'm sorry I didn't know I was pregnant I swear." I covered my face and just cried and cried. He climbed in the bed with me and rocked me back and forth.

"Baby it's ok there is no need to be sorry. You just didn't know there's no need to apologize." This was one of the most vulnerable moments that I have ever had with him. I'm always tough, strong, and quote unquote mean. I have my reasons though.

"I wanna go home Babe. I don't wanna be here anymore. I just don't." I pulled away from his chest and looked at him.

"Well seeing that you made the doctor damn near shit on himself I think he's about ready for your little mean ass to go home too." I mugged him and One Cheek for laughing like it was funny. I took the phone out of the wall socket and threw across the room at One Cheek. It got him right at the side of his face. I didn't give a fuck because that was my payback from before.

"What the fuck. Yo ass is meaner than a sumbitch. And to think I was getting cool with you." I rolled my eyes and tried to get out of bed. As soon as I got up it felt like all of my insides were gonna hit rock bottom. I looked at him and started to cry like a baby again. I also kept apologizing. Yea Lord I believe I lost all senses when it comes to him but that's ok cause you came through with this one God. But God I might send him up to you maybe more sooner than later. He came to help me.

"Thank you," I sniffed and snotted. "do you think the doctor could tell us what the genders of the babies were?" That just made me sad all over again.

"One was a boy and one was a girl." I looked up at him as we stood there. "He told me when he came to check your vitals way earlier. I cried then but seeing you cry made me even more upset than I was earlier." I still can't believe that I was pregnant.