"Did you hear?!" rose squealed running up to me
"It's not even 8 yet, stop screaming" I rolled my eyes resting my forehead against my locker
"Sorry, but did you hear?" she asked smacking my arm
"No what!" I rolled my eyes annoyed and fiddling with my lock
"SAM GOT A FULL RIDE TO FGCU!" she yelled
"Wait? what!" I asked looking at her
"Yeah, yesterday!" Her smile slowly faded as she examined my face "shit you didn't know" she slowly spoke
"Nope" I shook my head looking at the doors as Sam walked in "hold on" I told rose dropping my backpack on to the floor and walking up to Sam "were you not going to tell me!" I yelled
"Spencer calm down" Sam said bringing over towards the wall
"No, Samuel I will not calm down!" I yelled back
"Spence" he put his hand out to grab mine, but I drew it back
"Don't sam, I asked you about college and you lied to me! Why?"
"Because I didn't know if it was happening"
"Well you still could have told me, instead of neglecting me!"
"You don't get it!" he finally yelled scaring me a little "I'm moving to Florida and you have to stay here! I'm not going to see you everyday! I'm not going to be able to see that beautiful smile every morning when I walk into school! Spencer everything's going to change!" he yelled
"Nothing's going to change!" I yelled back
"Everything's going to change Spencer"
"You know what you're right. It is a going to change. It's going to change and I'm not going to have a say in it, but the least you can do is stop being a douchebag and talk to me so we can work everything out!" my voice cracked as I held back tears
"I have to go" Sam whispered walking away
I looked around the halls and everyone was looking at me. I wiped my eyes and walked back to rose grabbing my bag and slamming my locker closed "Spencer where are you going?" Rose yelled
"Who the fuck knows!" I yelled turning to look at her
***
"Hey spence you okay?" Hayley asked walking into my room
"I'm fine" I whispered
"Want to talk about it?" she asked sitting at the end of my bed
"No" I shook my head "yes, I don't know" I sobbed "I don't want him to leave, but I do. I wish he would have told me before. I wish he wouldn't have been so distant and pushed me away"
"Sweetie now your pushing him away" she whispered rubbing my leg
"How?" I asked looking at her
"By ignoring him and yelling at him" she handed me a tissue and stood up "I have to feed the baby, Dinners on the stove if you get hungry. I love you" she smiled shutting my door
"I love you too" I sat up in my bed and shuffled across my floor. I grabbed Sams sweatshirt and walked out if my room
'Hey we need to talk' Sam sent me
'I'll be at your house around 7'
'No, I'll come get you'
My heart sank as I thought of everything we could talk about. I sat on the couch and closed my eyes
