Am I Gonna Be Like This?
Am I going to be like this forever?
Pretending I'm okay and better?
Am I going to be like this forever?
Hiding my broken self by laughter?
Am I gonna be like this?
There are many questions in my mind
Makes me confused and cry all night
Can you tell me that I'll be alright?
Or just cheer me up so that I can fight?
No one knows that I'm in sorrow
And I need someone to be my pillow.
I hope this sadness will just go
And just let my happiness grow.
Am I going to be like this forever?
Always asking for a crying-shoulder?
Am I going to be like this forever?
Will my broken heart fix or never?
Am I gonna be like this?
Everyday,I'm wondering
If I just need to scream
Or let my own mouth sing
So I can let go this feeling.
Every night, I'm crying.
Thinking I'm just nothing
I wish I could end up living
But I'm so damn tired of wishing.
Am I going to be like this forever?
Comforting myself with my teddy bear?
Am I going to be like this forever?
Hoping that this is just a nightmare?
Am I gonna be like this?
There is no one notice my pain.
I feel like I'm living in vain.
I also have no one to hold
I tell myself I must be bold.
But when will I have a true smile?
When will I be happy even just for a while?
Am I going to be like this forever?
Am I going to be the best pretender?
Am I always gonna be played by fire?
I need the one who'll save me which is water.
Am I going to be like this?
Just dreaming to have a bliss?
Am I going to be like this?
Always need to say the word 'cheese'
To make myself smile,at least?
Am I gonna be like this?
