Their Best Friend. {fa}

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Friday September 29, 2017

Alex;

It has been a month since she died. I fucking hate my life. I can't live a life without her in it.

I just have to do this. I can be happy with her if I do this.

I began to write,

I did this because I just couldn't live a life without her. I've been hiding my feelings for the past month and I don't feel like living anymore. Life is just hard. I can't function without Kylie. I love her. I'm sorry this is short, please forgive me. Don't worry, time will pass by quickly and then you guys can see me in a couple years.

Until then,
Alex.

I put the gun to my head and shoot.

I wake up breathing heavily. Holy shit, that was a dream? Thank God.
"Alex? Are you okay?" I hear a faint voice.

Seconds later, someone barges into my room. It's Kylie.
"Alex, what's wrong? What happened?" She asks.
My eyes get watery, "I had a n-nightmare and, and you d-died and then I died."
"It's okay, Alex. It was just a dream."

Kylie;

I comfort Alex.
"Shh, it's okay. It was just a nightmare. Your fine, Alex." I keep on saying.

He hugs me tightly and I hug back.
I get up from his bed, "I'm gonna go get you some water, okay?"

He nods his head.

I jog down the stairs and get him some water in a FaZe shaker cup. I jog back to his room and see Alex on his phone.
"Here. Are you feeling better?" I ask, rubbing his back.
Alex sniffles, "Yeah."

He takes the water from me and has a few sips.
"Thanks. Where are the guys?" He says.
"They all went somewhere. All I remember is Apex saying he's going to his brother's to babysit and Lucas is at the Clout House visiting Nick." I explain.
"Thanks for helping me. I really shouldn't of reacted like that. I was so dramatic." He adds a little laugh at the end.
"No problem." I smile.

[~]

Aren't you guys happy it was a dream?

Sunday October 15, 2017
9:44 pm , EST
377 words.

Edited.
2/26/2018
11:01 pm , EST
375 words.