Bad Influences

Chapter Six ~ Whatchu want?

"So you came with him?!" Cass asked while we walked to Art class together. I honestly knew that this was coming but definitely not at this very moment while everything is just happening.
"Yeah is that such a big deal." I said simply walking into our first period class pushing open the double doors before us. I sounded a bit bitchy but she's used to it so I doubt that'll stop her now.
We walked to our usual seats at the back this bitch lil bipolar so we just do projects cause it's half our grade. We instantly realized that she's just sitting on her fat ass supervising us. We start texting each other immediately.
Mamí😘: Babyyy
Me: sí mamí
Mamí😘: hw cme y'all came together b
Me: Lissa got my keys bro and i was testin him Cass
Mamí😘:hmm you go boo
Me: im bout to slp bye ly
Mamí😘: bye ilyt

I put my earplugs in and drifted off to a dreamless sleep. I was awoken from my well deserved sleep by someone who clearly did not know that I did not like to be shaken or woken up point blank so this lil bit- my baby boy L-U-C-A-S woke me up and my brain is all like "yes papí!"
"Hey stranger." I said when I finished stretching.
"Hey sleepy-head. We got French now." He joked and I laughed and got my bag and phone and we walked to class.
"Aye where's Cass?" I asked him when we got settled in our seats.
"Her and Imari were skipping class so she asked me to get you to class." He said cooly as though he had been planning this answer all along.
"Do you want to be here?" I asked feeling bored we were one of the early ones so we could make a run for it.
"Nope." He popped his p. That shit is damn sexy like omg papí reasons to love you more.
"Leggo!" I said to him picking up my bag and walking towards the back door. I looked back and there he was just a beat behind me. He wasn't questioning my delinquency he followed suit I guess liking this fuck boy may not be bad after all.
He followed me to the back of the school where Cass,Mari,D and sometimes Asia ditched or 'cleared our minds' (smoked weed). When we got there Cassie was sitting on Mari's lap blunt hanging one hand and a expression I couldn't make out. Dillyn was sitting on a table focused on his blunt and surprisingly Asia wasn't all up under him telling him to quit smoking. Damn she's always dick riding him like fuck out here we.... I mean he had a life before you. All she does is argue with him about unnecessary shit. I love Asia like a sister but damn chill bitch.

"Want one Lyssa and Lucas?" Dillyn asked and it shocked when he spoke not because he didnt share blunts but because he spoke to me at all.
"Yeah roll me up,D." I responded almost immediately. I missed him so much it hurts. He probably still hates me but just a little less now.
"Am I so high that Dillyn and Alyssa are speaking right now?" Cass said getting up to fix her hair in a messy bun.
"Nah you good we're finally on speaking terms. She was punished enough, don't ya think?" Dillyn said before I could reply. Then he handed me and Lucas both a blunt.
I inhaled the harmful yet soothing smoke into my lungs held it there a bit in then I let it go again. It was hard for me to act like D and I weren't talking since forever and pretend like it's okay for him to just talk to me whenever he was ready. But then again he's been through just as much as me to recover from the past two years.
It hurts that Dillyn gave our son (he was positive it was a boy) his name and he nor I got to meet him. When I gave birth to my already dead child the put him in a little box and wheeled him away. They brought me a file to full out and I later found out that I had filled out his birth certificate information.
De Sean Armani Troy this was what I knew Dillyn would of wanted so I put it in with tears streaming down my face.
I swallowed my pain and I kept smoking inhaling more each time. I smoked through my pain, sorrow and anger it was the only way I could cope and to be honest it was sad.

"Alyssa?" Lucas asked while I dragged my last bit.
I hummed in response and he reached out to my face and wiped my eyes. I didn't even know I was crying. Was I really that hurt at just reminiscing? He pulled me away from everyone else and handed Dillyn his blunt. I stomped on the bud of mine and looked at him, he stood there for a moment studying my face which was quite blank actually only if you read minds you could tell I was sad. Maybe he could save me from myself. Ha this fuck boy couldn't save himself.

"Whatchu want fool?" I asked irritated at how long I'd been waiting for him to talk.