Deathbeds (Bring Me The Horizon fan fic)

It Never Ends

The next morning I woke up in my bunk to complete silence. It was silent for the first time... well ever. I was surprised. I rubbed my eyes to see it was 10 in the morning. God it's to freaking early for this. I got out and stretched but cringed as I felt every bone in my body pop. Gross. I think everyone's passed out drunk or something. They're all silent. I walked to the kitchen area of the bus and decided to make coffee.

When I was going to get everything someone put their hand on mine setting the pot down. i looked over to see Oli "I need coffee leave me alone" I said still half asleep. "I know but I want to take you out for food" he whispered. I yawned a bit and looked at him. "Then you're ordering everything for me kay" I said dozing off a bit "fine. But maybe you should put some pants on" he said looking away. Fuck I forgot my pants again.

I put on my SLytherin sweats and went to find Oli. He was standing outside of the bus. "I thought we weren't suppose to stop for another few hours" I said and he turned over "yea but our bus driver really needed a nap. so I told him to stop near an IHOP and he can sleep" he said and I shrugged not listening to a word he said.

We walked to the IHOP and it was filled. But I smelt every type of food on the menu and nearly died. I swear to god I even drooled before the waitress came to show us to out seats. Oli and I sat across from each other. "So. Anything on the menu" I winked and he started to laugh.

We order a bunch of food and coffee. I seriously ordered an entire plate of French toast. "So Abi. I heard what happened" he said and I almost choked "there's no secrets are there" I whispered and he chuckled. "But seriously. I'm sorry. I know you really liked him" he said and I stopped and looked at him "oh really? you sure about that" I said and he nodded "well maybe I didn't like him. Maybe I hated him. Maybe I wanted to kill him" I said looking down holding in the tears. "Maybe, maybe not. But you always have me" he said sympathetically "i don't need your sympathy. Plus you have syrup all over your face" I said wiping the strawberry syrup off his face.

We paid for everything then headed back. You could tell everyone was up due to the bus shaking like crazy. We walked in and the guys were half naked with only either their boxers or brief using their shirt as a weapon. I cleared my throat and the all literally paused and looked at me. "Oh hey Abi" Derek said then they all went back to fighting until Jordan jumped on everyone and they all fell "annndddd... I win" he said standing on everyone.

"Brought left overs" I said not wanting to ruin the moment "FOOD" they all shouted and charged for the the box. I dropped it as they all grabbed it. It was a big pile of men and skin. "GOT ITTTT" Lee said holding some food and stuffing it in his mouth. "Wow this is better than the hunger games" I said and Oli chuckled.

I walked away trying not to get in it then saw a hand pull Oli into the big orgy. I walked to the back and saw Nicholls. I turned away slowly hoping he didn't notice "Abi..." he said and I ran back to the dog pile. I walked around it and went up the stairs. I jumped in a random bunk and hid myself and decided to take a little nap when I realized the bus moving.

When I woke up I realized how late it was. Fuck my life. I got up and changed and put on make up and ran into the venue. I noticed all the guys had set up for me. God I'm so thankful for them sometimes. I sat down in my little merch girl chair and sighed. Then Austin came and tapped me on the shoulder. "Come with me?" he asked and I sighed again so he pulled me up. He dragged me to their dressing room but no one was there. "What's going on" I asked cluelessly. he sat me in the corner with my back facing the mirror. he didn't say anything just paced himself. Until he stopped. He had the look of lust in his eyes. So much of it I got scared.

*GRAPHIC SMUT*

But he soon calmed it down. But still he wouldn't say anything. He smacked his lips on mine while pushing me back. He held my face with one hand while pushing against the mirror with the other. These past few days have been so bad I didn't care anymore. I've always had a little crush on Austin anyways. "I've been wanting to do that for a while now" he said and bit his lip. Without thinking I said "I want you" and he took off his shirt and ripped my tank top off.

This is so weird. I smell the alcohol but I never wanted to say anything. He kissed my neck while biting and sucking on skin. I was gripping on the table while biting my lips. God damn he's good. He soon took off my shorts and bra. I feel exposed as fuck. But I really do not give two single shits at this moment. He sucked on my nipple while stick his index finger in me. I moan a little as he stuck a second finger in me. I heard him unzip and as he got closer he alined himself and slammed in me. I screamed a little but he covered my mouth. He kept kissing me as he thrusted himself in me as hard as he could while grunting here and there. He then pulled out and set me down on the floor then turned me over on the counter. He continued to thrust harder and harder I had to push against the mirror so I didn't get crushed he continued grunting extremely loud. His thrusts got sloppier and I was extremely close. He could tell I was getting close so he started to slam my hips and I screamed one last time letting everything go and I collapsed. Fuck. He wasn't done. He continued to go then pulled out and told me to open my mouth. Wait... what the fuck. I took it in my mouth as he grabbed my hair and I felt it shoot to the back of my throat as I swallowed. Gross. My eyes were watering from all the gagging. He picked me up. Shit... he's not done. He sat me on the counter and went down to clean everything up. God damn.

When he finally finished he kissed me roughly and smiled "thanks. I needed that" he said and I just sat there staring at him. "Gimme a shirt at least" I said holding up my ripped tank top. He smiled and threw me an Of Mice shirt. I pulled it over me and smiled. "You're seriously the best I've ever had" he said kissing me again and I blushed. I put on my underwear and shorts just as the other guys came in. Alan immediately stopped and looked at us "wow without me?" I see how it is. "Wow look at the mirror" Phil says pointing out all the hand prints in it. I started to giggle. And got only feet but fell. "Oh fuck" I whispered and Austin looked at me with concern. "Can't walk?" he asked and I nodded. He picked me up and walked me to the bus "how am I suppose to sell clothes" I said and he started to laugh "I'll have someone take care of it" he said setting me in the bunk. "Just rest up for round two" he said I started at him a he walked away.

There's gonna be a round two???? what the fuckkkkkk!!! Derek is not gonna be happy about this. Wait... why am I worried about Derek? I should be worried for when I have to pee. Oh god I'm fucked.