Deathbeds (Bring Me The Horizon fan fic)

Chapter 2 ~Haha No.

The driving was terrible. Staying up all night just to take some drunks to another state sucks. Well at least the driver is now not so drunk. He took my place so I could sleep. Gosh I needed it. I climbed into my bunk and snuggled with my pillow. Uhg sleep is very nice.

I woke up feeling hot, suffocated, and cluster phobic. I turned to see Oli in my bunk. God shit. What is he doing. His arms were wrapped around my waist tight and I think he's drooling on his arms. He's snoring... ugh. "Oli get out. It's hot in here." I say and he moved a little. "But it's comfy... Please..." he said. "No. Oli I need my space" I groaned. "No no no no no no no no no..." he said into my back. What ever. I'm to tired to deal with his shit.

I once again woke up but this time to yelling. I heard my name come up multiple times so I just listened. "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? SHE'S MY FUCKING SISTER" I heard obviously Derek. "IT'S NOT MY FAULT SHE'S GORGEOUS' someone said. "Dude it was messed up. You don't even know her that well" another said. "I'm fucking sorry I didn't want it to happen. It just slipped up there" someone said. "IT WAS NOT AN ACCIDENT YOU WERE AWAKE AND INTO IT" Derek shouted. "I'm sorry. I was still drunk" the guy said. "You know what lets just let this go. It was an accident plus you're gonna wake Abi" another guy said before they all stopped talking.

I jumped out of my bunk and went to the bathroom. What were they all talking about? Then I noticed it. Kiss marks. Or also know as hickeys... it was a big one on the back of my neck. Ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew ew. I took my foundation and put it on the spot. EW EW EW.

I walked out of the bathroom casually. And walked in the back lounge and everyone looked at me... okay... "um hey?" I said and everyone snapped out of it. "Heyyyy" everyone but Oli said. Oli walked away pissed. "Um what's wrong with him?" I asked pointing at Oli. "Oh nothing. He's just being a kid" Matt Nicolls said. I shrugged it off and got a drink. "Well anyway good morning" I said giving everyone a hug. I brought a water bottle with me while i walked to the front.

I sat next to Oli. "Hey" I said with a smile. "Hey" he said coldly. "What's your problem?" I asked. "Nothing" he stated. "WE'RE HERE!" the bus driver shouted and all the guys ran out. But when Oli got up I pulled him down. "No it's not nothing I can tell something is wrong. What is it?" I asked almost shouted. "You don't want to know" he said "why? Of course I'd want to know" I said. "Abi. No you don't. I don't want things to change. Maybe later ill tell you" he said before getting up. "But thanks." He said before walking out.

I spent the rest of the day doing the usual. I met Phil and Tino from OM&M today hung out with Motionless. Derek told me I didn't need to drive today and offered me to go hang out with them. I had nothing to do so might as well. I was in the bus alone and I needed to change. I took my Miss May I 'stay metal' tee shirt. The one with the cat. I put it on with my ripped black jeans. I don't think I've explained how I looked yet. Well here's a little description. I'm around 5'4 with black hair that goes to my belly button. I'm pale because I never go out unless its a concert but other than that I'm home. I have blue eyes that change to green at times and I'm sadly naturally skinny. I eat like a fat person and I get made fun of because I look anorexic. I'm not though.

I went to the bar where they hang out. Obviously. They were laughing and I'm pretty sure Lee is choking. Alright. I approached them and Matt Nicolls started pointing at me "HURY YOUR ASS UP!" He yelled drunk. I got over there and they all started to smile. "Me and Derek made a bet that you couldn't drink more than Oli" Matt K. said. I started to smirk. I can hold my alcohol better than my own brother! "No he can't" I said and they moved and there were all these filled shot glasses.

Me and Oli started off slobber but after my 5th glass I started to feel tipsy. The guys were staring at us obviously seeing who is winning. The glasses became empty one by one and bam. Oli gave up. "I TTOLD YYOU SOO" I slurred and everyone laughed.

We all talked and most of our deepest secrets came out. We all talked about how our virginity was taken "okay okay... you're turn Abi" Lee said and Derek's face turned from happy to concerned. "I don't think that's a good idea" Derek said. "Why not?" Matt N said. "I'll tell them it's okay. It's gonna come out eventually" I said and they all looked at me "my first boyfriend raped me. It recently stopped last year" I said. And everyone had surprising looks on their faces. They all gave me a hug and handed me a beer. I chugged it and conversations were starting again and the giggles are back.

Everyone left but me and Oli. We weren't really talking. But just drinking until he broke the silence. "You really got raped?" Oli asked asked "yup" I said while taking a shot. Then he gave me a hug. "I'm sorry" he said and I was speechless I didn't know what to say... "remember our conversation earlier?" He asked and I nodded. "We'll that thing I didn't want to tell you is that... that... that... I really like you...." He said slowly. I was really surprised. "Um..." I was about to say something when he leaned in and kissed me. Oliver Sykes kissed me. Other girls would be going crazy right now. Fan girling. Wanting his dick. I'm not like that. I wasn't into it. I just met him. I'm not fan girling, not going crazy, and not wanting his dick what so ever.

Like the innocent girl who has had her life ruined by her ex I pushed him away. "I can't Oli" I say looking him into his eyes "why not" he said with that adorable accent "Oli I just met you. I can't" I say and he pouted. "Oli you're drunk. Go get some sleep" I say before giving him a little kiss on the cheek. "Can you take me. I can't walk" he said like an innocent child. I got up and sighed. He walked with his arm around my shoulder. Getting up the bus stairs was the hardest part. I put him down at his bunk but he pulled me down with him. "Oli I need to go" I say "kiss me on the cheek like earlier" he said while blushing a little bit. I giggled and kissed him on the cheek. Longer this time. I should've stopped when I noticed he moved his face. What is with him and kissing people? It's annoying. I pushed him away. And this time kissed him on the head so I won't somehow kiss his damn lips.

I got in my bunk which is right on top of his and hooked my earphones to the little tv and started to listen to MrCreepyPasta. His stories scare me but it can always get me to sleep.