12. Friends Without Benefits

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So Trey has been the perfect study partner. He's super smart. I feel like I need to be smarter whenever I'm around him, which is good. He's keeping me focused on work.

I have gone out with a few other guys over the past several months. Nothing to write home about...or in my diary. The dates were duds. A lot of the boys at school seem to think I'm a goody two-shoes or something. I mean I'm not a party girl, but I do enjoy sex. What is going on here? I thought college guys were all sex-starved animals. Maybe my flirting mechanism is broken?

Whatever. School will be over before I know it. The semesters are seriously flying by! I'm acing all my classes. Yay!

But I'm so horny! Too bad Trey isn't into girls. He's not into boys either. It's bizarre. I've never met anyone asexual before. I didn't even know that was a thing.

He likes me, but doesn't want to have sex with me.

Sorry, Trey, I don't want to just hold your hand.

Sigh.

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