MARTYRDOM

CHAPTER 7: HELLO OCTOBER, HELLO CLOSENESS!

Hell yah! It's October!

October 2, it's Dane's, Lester's, Nike's, Sajy's, and Poleng's birthday!

Siyempre I greeted them all. Pero pinaka-special talaga yung greetings ko kay Dane sa facebook kase may misunderstanding kami ng mga friends ko nung high school. Yeah! She's my high school friend. One of my BFF pa nga ee. Wanna know what happened?

Kase... [flashback]

There was this time na nag-upload ako sa Facebook ng mga pictures ko, malamang. Haha.. Hekasi puro naka-sleeveless ako dun and so on. Naging liberated na daw ako. Aba! Di naman siguro bawal mag-suot ng ganun di ba? Malamang, nasa bahay lang naman kase ako! Then yun! Binatikos ako ng mga high school friends ko. Dami na nilang sinasabi about sa'kin.

Dei, she's my BFF since we were in grade school. She's very intelligent. She was our valedictorian when we were in grade school and secondary. I know a lot about her simply because she shares her experiences.

Ako kase nun, Hindi ako mahilig mag-share lalo na't di ko talaga hilig. Ako yung taong tipong kinikimkim Lang ang mga problems in life.

Till such time na ayun nga, about yung sa pictures ko. She made a status about it and she even made a note. Nabasa ko lahat yun! Ang sakit ng mga words na ginamit niya! Wala raw siyang pinatatamaan dun pero halata naman na ako yun ee. Sobra akong na-apektuhan dun kase nag-upload Lang naman ako ng pictures.. And I never expect na hahantong sa ganun yun. Hanggang sa di ko na nga sila pinakealaman kase the best way to answer stupid issues is to wear a bright smile and just keep silence. Wala naman mangyayari if I'll explain then they will just force to let people know that I'm guilty or whatever. Matatalo Lang ako. Madami sila ee versus me, myself and I? Oh my gawhd! Di ko kaya yun men! Kaya di ko nalang inintindi. They started it, then who the hell I care?! ma-i'stress lang ako sa kanila.

I greeted Nica with my very long message.. Then she replied, she wanted me to come on her debut celebration. Pero I decided not to come nalang. Di pa ako ready to face them. Our friends want me to be back to the old me raw. Well, they let me change na ee. Ang sakit ng mga pinaggagawa nila sa'kin. And she also admitted na ako nag raw yung tinutukoy ni Dianne sa status and note niya.

"If something was broken, it'll be fix soon but never expect it to be like it was before."

Siguro nga magkaka-ayos pa kami, siguro babalik pa yung kami ng mag friends ko pero hindi na tulad ng dati.

[enf of flashback]

//Readers: gusto niyo bang mabasa yung note ng friend ko sa'kin before? Just let me know.. I'll email it to you. ~___~ \\

English class....

Ayan na nga ang pinaka-ayoko ee.. THESIS!

Ka-hirap gumawa ng thesis ee! Ngrrrr!

"Okay class, sino pa ang kulang sa group jan?"

Nagtaas ng kamay sila Mica, accounting students. Tapos ayun pala.. Walang kasama si crush sa thesis. Kung alam ko Lang, ee di sana inunahan ko na sila magtaas ng kamay!

"Arman, yung gift ko ha? Birthday ko na bukas."

It's my debut pero walang celebration.

Fortunately . . . Fortunately talaga?! Haha.. Narinig ni crush.

"Pa-shot ka na!"

"Hala kung pwede lang ee. Or sama nalang kayo sa swimming namin."

My friends and I has a plan kase. Swimming kami sa Bosay. Triple birthday celebration sana.