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"he's gone" I said with a tear rolling down my cheek.
"I never thought this would happen. Our baby is gone. Madison is not doing okay either. Her surgery is tomorrow and she's freakng out. The doctor said she can't be stressed and tense or she could be harmed very badly." I begin to cry even more and turn away from the camera. My son was gone and there is nothing I could do about it. I turned back to the camera and began again
"I was so excited to be a dad, but all of the excitement had gotten ripped away in the matter of a second. Being a father this young is not what I had anticipated, but after I found out Madison was carrying my child I felt like I was an adult. We even had his name picked out and everything. Levi Alexander Paul. Madison was in love with the name Levi and insisted on him having the same middle name as me."
"I'm not uploading for the rest of the month. Hell I'm probably not even going to continue vlogging till I'm happy. Tough times call for desperate measures. Please send love to Madison." I say as I put my hand over the lens. I walk into my bedroom and lay down. Beginning to cry again. The same routine for the past week.

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😓 this makes me depressed