Day 6 : White Rose

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Today there was a bouquet of white rose in my locker.  But it was strange. Today none of us were suppose to be here. It was Sunday and only Physics students were there. We all had our practical test which carried 30% of marks. Even after all the objections our teacher wasn't ready to take it again on Monday. So after giving test I went to gather things from my locker.  

If he kept it today then it is possible that he is with me in physic. Did we share any more subjects? I would lie if I would say that I wasn't attracted to him. No one ever did this for me. This thought fascinating as well as scaring. What if all this is lie? What if all this is prank? I didn't read the letter right away. I won't read these letters and I won't care about these.

After going home I threw the flowers and card in the bin. My mom saw me doing this but didn't ask any further questions and gave me a disappointed look. I know she wants me to go out and act like normal girls but she should also know that I can never be one of them.

In my room I did my studies. I was distracted. My mind wander around the rose and the card. So I quietly went to my bed. I kept on tossing the bed sheets and tried to sleep at night. But I knew my heart wanted to read that letter. So after trying to sleep for next hour I went and got that letter and rose.



Dear Love,

I would love to see you walking down the aisle with these white flowers in your hand for me. I know you don't even know me and even I don't know anything about you but I want you to be the one from me. The moment I saw you I felt something for you. I felt like you are the one I want to spend my life with. I want you to bear our children and the one with whom I want to wake up next to. But you don't even acknowledge me. And I don't blame you for that. After all I'm afraid to come to you. I'm afraid that you would reject me. After knowing me you won't even like to look at me. So here I'm admiring you from afar and wishing for you to be with me.

Your Admirer 



After reading this my curiosity increased. I wanted to know this guy. But at the same time I was scared of associating with him. I was scared for falling for him. I also didn't wanted to give any false hope to him. I can never be with someone. I also didn't want to go break my rule and fall for someone with whom I can't be.

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