Lost Letters To No One

Dear Confused Lover

It's 2 am and I am wide awake in bed

Because my mind is replaying the words that you said

How you say you love me

But you can't really see me

And I keep hearing these sad songs on the radio

And I keep selfishly wanting you to know

That there's a part of me that wants you to tell her you love me

Oh, wouldn't that be lovely?

I had hoped that you could save me

But, I am too far deep

And my demons are drowning me

While you're still trying to choose me or her

But, which would be worse?

You really seeing me?

Or, you crushing me with reality?