Lost Letters To No One

Dear Mom and Dad

You gave birth to a little girl with big brown eyes

You say that you loved her, that precious little baby, but I still wonder why

Why you chose the pills over me?

Was that the only possibility?

Was it to hard for you when my sister died?

Was I just not worth the time?

I need you to know

That I used to sit at the window

And wait for you to take me back home

I had refused to feel alone

Because you loved me, right?