Diary : The pages of Life

First Phase: Love is magic

13 years ago.........................
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As far I remember, I came for a vacation with my family. There I met Momo. Momo is my so called cousin. We were not that close. We have a formal relationship between us.

"Hey, Lee! How are you? No contacts for so many days. What's up??", said Momo.

Ohh She is too verbose. I have to get rid off from her as soon as possible before she cook my head. She is really good at it, if I m not wrong.

"Hey, babe. I am fine Alhamdulillah. But we just met at the last vacation, I guess. And I was with you for a night.", I said with a smile.

"Yes, you are right. It was about two months ago. and I think its a long time.", she replied.

She was right though......

We were walking along by the road. "So How are you doing? You just forget me...You never call up me. This is so hurting you know.......".............She goes on and on. I didn't say a single word. Actually I didn't get any chance to say something.

Approximately for 20 minutes she spoke non stop. Then I get a chance when she asked me if I had something to say. "You have so much pressure of study, right? You look so much tired. I guess you want a little nap. ", I said.

may be she will left me behind......

"No No!!! I am absolutely alright though I have really much pressure. But it is really pleasure to talk to you.", Momo told me.

Ohh she is so sweet...But......

Momo is quite older than me. She talk so much that I told you before. But she is nice and I think she likes me so much. Just because she is so talkative and talk about of all the unnecessary things, I pay a little attention to her talk. But that day she said something, that changed my whole life.

"Lee, you wanna go towards our place?", she offered me.

I thought for a moment that She is a better company than no one. And I had nothing to do. So I decided to go with her.

Suddenly I noticed she started advising me about Love, Life, Future. Momo is almost 4 or 5 years older than me. So it is general but the tune of her voice was seemed interesting to me because it was something different from general.

So I curiously started noticing her. "Love is important for everyone's life. Suddenly it comes to your life and changes everything..............................", She started. and as I said before, once she start, its difficult to stop her.

Why she is saying all this to me? we didn't talk talk about this matter before. So why all of sudden? 

So many questions were flying in my head. Than she said to me the real reason. And that was really surprising.

"Lee, someone loves you with whole heart", she informed me.

I was wondering about she is going to say something like that.

She continued, "He saw you at the last vacation when you came to me for a night.  He told me after go back to the city. Often he used to call me and asked me about you. Told me to inform you about him as soon as possible. But you never called me and you don't have any personal number so that I can inform you. Fortunately I knew that you are gonna come here again after 2 months. So there is nothing do for him but Wait."

Waiting for love is the hardest thing ever.

I was listen to her with the clod application of the mind.

For the first time though.

"Who is He?", I asked.

And the answer was really shocking for me.

Her answer was Sam.

Yes there is a very big story behind my reaction.

Sam is a arrogant, egoestic boy all I knew. Though he is handsome and good looking but this post secondary school boy had his own style. That I liked last time.

My aunt was saying he is really a good hearted and talented boy. But I thought that he has great vanity about his studies. Indeed he has so many good records at the study field. I don't like arrogant person.

At the last vacation, I was with Momo for one night. We were gossipping that night. Then He came.
Me, a totally new girl was sitting infront of him and he didn't even look at me for once.
I am not that bad looking, BTW.

That was really irritating for me.

Actually I was feeling insulted. He was talking spontaneously with Momo but didn't even look at me. How did I tolerate it???