Katherine

may

-2

This morning, in first class, I met a girl. Ciana. Ciana was her name. She had a pale olive skin tone (very pale) her hair was dye the perfect shade of maroon. She sat next to me. I looked down at her arms which has turned into a habit. I see cuts. All down her arm. one of them was a number sign " # " except it looked a little bit more like tic - tac - toe. I looked up at her face and she was looking at my arm also. "Hate." She mumbled reading the word carved into my arm. We made eye contact and without saying anything she hugged me. Squeezed me so, so tight and there we both cried a little bit. "Stay strong my dear." I said in a hushed tone. She pulled back, looked at me and repeated my words. "Stay strong my dear."

-3

ae•gis

/ˈējis/ (noun)

the power to protect, control, or support something or someone‏

sometime i wish i was " aegis" so i could control myself. i dont know what took control of me but.. thats depression. sometime i wi

-4

Noah snuck in through my window last night, inturrupting my writing, but i dont mind.

"Suprise beautiful." he smiled. I couldnt say anything. I wanted to but he simply took my breath away. He wore one of his little dorky t-shirts and a pair of jeans. His style was so cute and fir him perfectly.

"Hi" i finally replied."i ca-" i was cut off by his large hand wrapped against my wrist as he pinned me to the wall. Once again i was speachless. Part of me wanted to kick him out before we got caught, but another half of my wanted fuck him right there against the wall. My thoughts were cut off by a pair of lips crashing into mine. I responded by tugging the back of his hair.

" Why dont we take this to your bed love?" he whisped before peppering soft kisses down my neck.

I grasped his shirt and tugged him onto the bed. Before I knew what i was doing I was straddling his waist. I couldnt resist, The hungry look in his eyes hinted to me that he wanted it just as badly as I did.

It took us a good 10 minutes to undress each other with all the giggling and awkwardness. The last piece of clothing on him were his boxers. I felt him grow harder underneath me.

"God you're so damn sexy" he mumbled as he removed his boxers. I took him in my hands and began to pump. I hushed the loud groans escaping from his lips reminding him my parents were right dowstairs.

He removed my hand and flipped us over.

"Are you ready" he hazelnut eyes piercing into mine practically begging for approval.

"Please" I begged before he carefully slid himself into me.

That's all I remember, but when I woke up the next morning there was a little folded piece of paper on the pillow next to me that read:

" Katherine

Sorry that I left while you were sleeping but I didn't want you to get caught..

but I left you a suprise in your sock drawer(;

I love you

-Noah "

the suprise was a family size bag of Spicy Nacho Doritos. It might seem cheesy to you but it's the cutest thing in the world to me. The cute part about it is that he remembers our first conversation in sixth grade; about how Doritos were our favorite chips and how i'd rather have a family sized bag of Doritos as a gift than all the diamonds in the world.

-5

I saw Ciana again today. We started to get I know each other a little more but I chose not to ask any personal questions. She was really really nice and funny. We liked the same music and we had the same middle name. I liked her. I liked her a lot.

Cianas personality reminded me of my best friend Addi before she turned into a selfish bitch that didn't seem to care about anyone but herself. I hated Addi. I hated what she'd become. But I missed her because she left when I needed her the most.