Katherine

may

-7

I want to see Noah. I want to call him and listen to him tease me for hours until one of us finally falls asleep. But I don't want to seem too clingy and annoying. But every time I start thinking about him I can't stop. I'm so in love with him it's almost unhealthy.

Well I talked to Addi yesterday. She called me for advice with her boyfriend (not like she'd take my advice anyway). Ever since she started dating him it's been nothing but trouble and she cut everyone off. But she kept me a little closer in case she needs a favor. What a great best friend.

-8

I have a passion for writing fiction romances. I love writing and I have ever since I was little.

When I was 10, I had a notebook with all my stories and poems i'd written. One day my mother found it and thought it was garbage so she threw it away. My dad got me a new one and he helped me hide it in the space behind my bed. I still have it except I ran out of pages. Now i have this one, Noah gave it to me for my birthday

Addi also shares the same passion as I do. In 6th grade we bonded over books and writing. I guess you can say that's what started it all.

-10

Noah came over again last night while my parents were out and my sister was asleep. We ended up cuddling and watching old Disney movies. I could look into his eyes until the sun comes up. There brown but they aren't just any brown there hazelnut. and there big, really big. And his eyelashes are long and when he closes his eyes they fan out across his cheeks.

I would have never thought I'd fall in love with this cheeky, dorky, adorable little asshole. But I have and I've fallen so so hard.

He reminded me about his birthday for about the thousandths time today. He refuses to let me get him anything but i am anyway. I want to get him something special but i really don't know what. I thought about a beanie because he lost his favorite one but i know he a thousand more. But i have 7 more days to think so i'll figure something out by then.

i need to go to bed its 5:00

-12

I've decided for Noah's birthday I'd write him letters. It sound weird but letters for the future. like "for when you need a reminder of how much i love you" or "for when you need a reason to live". It might sound really crazy but i think he'll love it. I think i here Noah outside my window