The Experience ~discontinued~

Chapter 8

Hoshi POV
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At first, everything was awkward and I'm sure it will stay that way. But I needed to tell her my feelings.

"Taylor, I didn't mean to do that. I got really nervous and did something that I regret. Please forgive me." I pleaded.

"I was really hurt, and I still am." She thought for a moment. "I forgive you but I don't think things can be the same. I'm sorry." She stood up and walked away. At this time it felt like my heart was ripped out and stomped on. I tried, but maybe not hard enough.

I sat there for another good 30 minutes and decided to give her time and try again another day.

I went back to the apartment to find no one home, so I took a shower to help clear my mind.

Taylor POV
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I left Hoshi on the bench. I basically just rejected him even though I didn't want to, but I felt like it was something I had to do. If he doesn't trust me, I can't be with him.

I wasn't very happy with myself at the moment. I was feeling depressed and sad.

I got to my room and sat on my bed and messed with my phone. I decided to tex eliza and ask if she can come over so we can talk. She said she'd be right over so I cleaned up a little bit.

I heard a knock on the door after a minute so I went to go get it. I opened it expecting it to be Eliza but instead it was Woozi.

"Woozi? What are you doing here?" I asked him.

"I- uh.. saw you talking to Hoshi and saw you looking sad when you left so I decided to see if you are ok." He answered my question. I nodded my head in response.

We sat there in an awkward atmosphere. "So...." I said.

"So... can I come in?" He asked. I then realized he was still waiting on the hall.

"Oh yeah! Uh.. come in." I moved it of the way so he can come in. He came in and sat down on the chair. I sat on the bed.

"So why are you sad?" He asked me.

"The person I like doesn't trust me, and even tho I really like him, I can't be 'with' him if he doesn't trust me." I tried to explain.

"Oh," He said understanding. "Who is it?" He asked and looked up at me.

"Hoshi" was all I said. He nodded again but this time he looked angry. "I'm going to go now."

"O-ok." I said stuttering  and the reason why, I don't know. He left and when he opened the door to leave eliza was standing there about to knock on the door.

"Hi!" She greeted:

"Hi." I said.

"So what do you want to talk about?" She asked as she sat down on the chair Woozi sat in just moments ago.

"I.." I paused, "Hoshi and I aren't going to work and I already told him."

"Work as in....." she asked.

"Work as in I told him we should just be friends. The look ok Eliza's face was unexplainable. She looked relieved / confused / happy / regret and a bunch of other things I couldn't make out. "Eliza? Are you ok?"

_____________________________________ Sorry for the really short, crappy chapter! I haven't updated in forever, but I'll try to update more often. If there are any mistakes, ignore them