How I Feel

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Everybody wants to know how I feel so here it is -
I'm broken
In every sense of the word... I'm broken
My heart is like a puzzle that was once whole
But in the process of life it's been slowly broken
Pieces of my heart were taken one by one
It wasn't until I fell completely in love that it was shattered
Pieces scattered everywhere
And I pretend, pretend that I'm ok, that I'm not broken that I don't cry myself to sleep almost every night
That I don't have days were I physically get sick if I eat
I'm afraid extremely afraid
That my biggest fear in life slowly becomes true everyday
That the people I love are slowly leaving me
Whether it's by choice or not, they are leaving
And that's why I have trust issues because it seems like everyone I love leaves me
It's hard to let people in when you're afraid, when you know that one day some how their gonna leave and there is nothing you can do about it
I'm broken, and I'm hurting
I'm hurting and I don't know what to do
All I can do is cry, cry, and cry.
And that's how I feel.

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