I soon found myself being pushed against the wall.
Ethan held my wrists tight against the wall and I screeched in pain. He didn't seem to notice as he pushed himself on top of me. He whispered things in my ear that made me cringe. He was about to kiss me but instead he slapped me and said," You will always be a no body". With that, he left laughing. I fell with my back against the wall and cried into my knees. I sat there for hours and cried until there were no more tears. I was a no body, I was ugly. I understand why I got bullied but there will always be something I will never get, the reason why Ethan and Grayson bully me. Grayson for all people, I thought we shared something but I guess I was wrong.
After sitting for what felt like hours, I decided to finally get up and have a shower. I looked at myself in the tall mirror. I looked terrible and the scars were only an ugly accessory. I got so fed up that I wanted to cut. So I walked to my cabinet and looked for a blade. I couldn't find one so I just went to my room and fell asleep.
I woke up to my stupid alarm and did my routine and drove to school. I walked to my locker surprisingly peaceful. I was not looking forward to seeing the twins, especially Ethan. I heard a giggle coming from behind me, I turned around as i thought it was the twins but it wasn't. A smile grew to my face but I quickly looked away.
"Hey" I said shyly
"Hi, you know you ruined my plan" he said with a frown
"What, what do you mean?" I asked awkwardly.
He laughed at my seriousness
"I wanted to give you a playful fright but I guess you're just psychic" he said with a pout
"Oh, I'm sorry Kian" I said laughing at his attempt
"So you are psychic!? Wow" he said laughing
"Sure, now I have to go to-"
I was cut off from laughing and me being pushed against the lockers. It was Ethan and his friend but oddly no Grayson. I shrugged it off and got up.
"Oh shame, I see you have Kian with you, how long before he realises who you really are" Ethan said laughing as he punched me. Kian's eyes went wide as he tried to figure out what he meant. I myself didn't know what he meant. Could he be taking about why they bully me? Kian walked away and left me there. This is where I finally lost it.
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Now Loved // Dolan Twins
Fiksi Penggemar" Why- why did you and Ethan bully me?" I asked looking into his eyes with a frown. He looked to his lap, he was playing with his fingers and then looked up at me and hesitated but then said...
