departure | taehyung

December 21st

So?
Where should I start today?
Ah, my friend... our friend Jimin.
Remember him?
Yeah, he's dead.
Just like how I feel, only he was lucky and was gifted a gift to leave this world.
Is he with you?
He missed you a lot, but not as much as me.
I think I'll always miss you the most baby girl.
If you are there, and he's there too... tell him I love him and miss him dearly.

On a less sad note, I saw my therapist today!
He said I was getting better, he said we are almost where he wants me to be!
Isn't that great, maybe that means I can leave?
I'll still write to you, don't worry.
And if you do come back, I'll write everyday.
Unless I'm with you all day of course.

I almost forgot my dream, silly me!
You were in it, I've never had you in my dreams before..
I got to hold your hand again, and was able to make you smile!
It made me so warm and fuzzy, I remember your smile like it's the sun.
Because it brightens my world
;)
No?
I figured you needed something to make you laugh.

Oh!
It's time to go baby girl..
I'll be back tomorrow, I'll skip lunch so that I'm able to write longer.
I love you!
I hope you love me too.
-T