departure | taehyung

January 2nd

The doctors said it got worse over night.
I won't explain what's happening to my body.
It's too sickly and scary.
You would worry too much.
They said it could be days, weeks, months... years until I either die or they find a cure.
I'll wait years.
As many years as it takes.
Because in those years, I'll see you again.
I don't care if I'm sick-
Wait.. it's contagious.
I'll have someone write letters to you so that you won't have to see me like this.
As long as the letter smells like you can there is proof.
Then I'll be okay.
This morning, I looked at the bed next to me in the infirmary.
Ravi was there.
The same face that I wore just hours before.
Hooked up to the same things I was.
He's sick too.
I'm glad they put us next to each other, I was scared I would be left with only my thoughts.
Oh!
Ravi said hello.
He said that he'll pull through too, he really wants to meet you!
And wants to say how thankful he is that I have someone like you to fight for.
He also really wants your homemade cookies.
I think that's all he really wants hehe.
But I don't care!
My new best friend and my girl, the three of us in our house, eating the warm cookies you made.
He reminds me of your little brother.
Oops- some of these entries don't make sense huh..
It's hard to have the same mind set and memories as before lol.
Anyways, I have to go try and eat now love.
Sleep, eat and stay healthy always.
I'll be home soon.