departure | taehyung

December 26-28th

It's quiet.
It's cold.
Christmas never used to feel like this.
If I was home.. I would be asleep.
Instead I'm up extra early.
It's 4 am..
The security isn't even here.
They let me go by myself now.
I think they will let me take my journal everywhere now.
It's apart of me.
In my mind, this journal is you.
I can write freely without being judged.
I can draw you..even if it doesn't look like you.

Ravi, my friend...remember him?
He wanted to learn how to draw.
He's really talented already.
From what I've drawn, he says you're really pretty.
He isn't wrong.

I'm going to go... I'll write tomorrow.
Maybe I'll feel better.
I love you.
-T

December 27th
Good day baby girl.
How have you been?
Did you sleep well..
I didn't.
But that's okay!
Me a Ravi played scrabble all day.
It got boring so we made Innapropriate words instead..hehe
It was funny.
We left and watched people's faces from afar.
Some even put their own.
It was fun until a stupid nurse put it away.
They're so mean!

I thought it was funny though, quite entertaining~
Ravi says Hello.
He's sitting infront of me drawing.
He said he was going to draw his little sister.
She's five, and so far.. from the picture, she is super adorable.
You would swoon over her cute face!
Me and Ravi have gotten really close recently.
We've really opened up to each other and don't like to be separated.
I'm glad I have someone in here who I can talk too.
I hope you can meet him someday.
-T♡

December 28th
Hey baby girl!
I'm really happy today.
I got a good 10 hours of sleep, I feel refreshed!
Me and Ravi pulled a prank on our therapist.
It was really funny.
It wasn't anything bad I promise.
But I can't tell you because you're a girl.
It would be too icky for your cute self.
You need to stay my innocent little bean.
Oh oh oh!
Remember how we though of baby names?
I really really really like the name April.
Or Aroura!
They sound cute and would fit out kids perfectly.
We have to have girls obviously, and then a baby boy.
3 kids?
I think that would be perfect for us.
-T