A Peak At Me

Over You

I will walk past you and not feel ashamed
Even though my heart's inflamed
Carrying myself with dignity
Thinking you'd always be around was my own stupidity.

I'm done running from my problems
With tension flying on the backs of robins
Are you ready to admit I'm right?
You caused the fire in me to ignite.

Would you rather continue to be ignorant
I notice your actions. So inconsiderate
With vast distances between
It has now become a routine

You avoid
Acting devoid
I know you're affected
And I was rejected

Now you pay the price
Our conversations so consise
You plan was executed
I was left polluted

You were helping
You were a blessing
You realised you weren't ready
You left me unsteady

I'm broken
I'm no longer outspoken
Everything reminds me of what we once were
Now life passes by in a blur

How do I handle this loss?
My life is now chaos
I need you but you left
That's all it took, my heart was compressed

Being around you will never be easy
I will always feel queasy
Like part of my soul is gone
I fear I'll never be strong

If absence makes the heart grow fonder
Then I wonder
Was I ever something of value to you?
Now I realise I need to get over you.

~ nerdy_noah
17 December 2017

Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I've been working on this for a long time. It was really hard to write this piece because this was about someone close to me and I guess I felt too many emotions to actually just write what I thought. It helped me process everything that happened between us. I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT !