The taste of cyanide

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The taste of arsenic would be sweet

A long-awaited joyous order of retreat

A sweet almond with a hint of mint

Vacating this life for someone else to rent

The taste of cyanide would be rich

A torture device with a little glitch

A little bit of chocolate, a little bit of blood

Nipping this life away at the bud

How can one person make so many mistakes?

How can I betray all those I love?

How can fate be eternally against me when all I do is try?

Can a girl not have dreams

without seeing them crushed in the sand?

Can I please have one thing go right for me?

I know people have it worse than I do, but that's another of my flaws.

I'm selfish.

I look for the bad in the good.

I expect to be the center of attention.

I take everything for granted.

I can't enjoy the moment.

I want to change but I don't know who to become.

I lead people on just to turn them away because I'm afraid of love.

If anyone has ever felt like this, please comment.

Dear Person i wronged today,

I know you don't read my wattpad, but I'm sorry. I do things like this all the time and if you want to give up on me, you can. I gave up on myself today.

If you want to stay, will you help me change? I can become the person everyone wants me to be if I try.

The hard part is accepting my punishment.

Yours,

Gracie

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