babysitter || yoonmin

twenty nine

(so i read a lot of comments and you all wanna understand what jimin is. so this will probably be an in depth description)

"go ahead 'son'" Mr. Park mocked the last word.

"i'm not dead. but i'm not alive. i'm like a corpse. i was rejected from having what i wanted to be a peaceful ending. i was placed back onto this world like this. i will never live again but i'll never die. it's almost a punishment for taking my own life. i'm dead in the ways that i could be stabbed and be fine," he was unease about saying that considering he'd never been stabbed since he was put in this state. "i don't bleed. i can also go as long as i want without eating or drinking. it's almost as if all ways i could end it all are 100% unavailable to me. but i have the abilities that are there with someone who is alive. i have feelings, i cry, i laugh and i get mad. i am able to be seen and touched by others as well as talk. its a second chance at life without being alive. i like to think of myself as a corpse. i'm dead but not really. i'll never have what i wished could be the end to my suffering."

the room went silent. Mrs. Park has tears running down her face.

"anyone wanna elaborate as to how they feel about this?" jimin stated.

"jimin, did you watch what happened after you died?" Mrs. Park asked.

"i could already tell you guys took a big change upon this household"

(i wanna apologize for short chapters. i like the cliffhanging chapter endings. i want this book to be really long but with not many pages in every chapter. sorry not sorry)