Focus Kookie!

Choosing Day

Kookie's POV

As my morning alarm went off i jerked my upper body whilst throwing a fist pump into the air because i believe a great day will start with a great morning and what better way to start the day right?

Quickly getting out of bed i rushed over to the bathroom and started my day by repeating my daily dose of confidence

"I'm good enough"

"I'm a unique individual with muchness"

"I'm ready for whatever challenges come my way"

"I'm worthy"

"I'm loved"

"I am"

After hyping myself up i take a quick shower while blasting BtoB's -I'll be your man- because for some insane reason that song is a bop and gets me hyped depending on my mood. The song was on repeat so after it played for the third time i exited from the bathroom and got changed real quick and took my precious time making sure my make up was perfect, nothing too much since i was going for a more natural look. Today was a special day for me and of course it was the same for 3,500 students as well since today was choosing day, the day we transition from middle school to high school and i knew exactly what school i wanted to get into though, my doubts had its moments when i thought i wouldn't be accepted because of my shyness but my confidence had won me over.

Finally pleased with my outfit and smoking hot look I made my way downstairs for breakfast and damn did mom's cooking had me drooling from halfway down the stairway.

"Smells good mom" I said while pulling out a seat for myself, i reached out for the bacon but was rudely interupted by my mom's hand

"Now young man what do we do in this household before eating" she said raising a brow and giving me an intense stare

That's when it clicked to me 'dammit how could i have forgotten' mentally scolding myself. I mouthed a 'sorry' as i reached out to hold her hand and bow my head in prayer.

My mom and I aren't very religious but we do believe in God, we hardly ever go to church but we never forget to acknowledge him for everything we have 'well not today because i was too hyped for choosing day it slipped my mind, please forgive me' I was at it again with me growling at me for being me.

"AMEN" with that said i dug into my plate without even creating conversation with mom but she was busy on her phone anyways so eh.

As soon as i burped i stood up, gave mom a kiss on her cheek and rushed out the door and had a casual speed walking competition with a stray dog that was growling vigorously behind me and i thanked my lucky stars i won.

(Zoom into the field where they get to choose their high school)

This is it i thought to myself where i get to choose my destiny, i thought.

There was a lot of excitement, each school had gone all out this year trynna recruit new students to join their school especially the big three and i wasn't surprised to see a long line of students infront of each of the big three's booth but that wasn't for me. I wanted to join Superstar K Institute.

I walked over to Superstar K Institute's booth, handed in my application and was ready as ever to audition.

One hour later

"F-FFUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKK" i screamed trynna hold back my tears but because my dreams of entering my dream school had been crushed, the tears won and ran a marathon along my cheeks.

"How could i be so clumsy and mess up my audition" I hugged my legs and rested my face on my knees as i started crying a river. And in that moment I did what I hadn't done in a long time, I prayed but it's not like how normal people pray, I prayed in a way where it seemed like I was talking to a person while looking up at the sky.

"I know, I know you got something better planned for me but i can't help but be upset over this. You knew how badly i wanted to get in to Superstar K" i frowned with tears still running their marathon as i looked up to the sky, a minute passed so i stood up and let out a deep sigh as i made my way to the gate.

I was just about to reach the gate but then i heard him, that voice, I've never heard someone filled with so much passion and intensity so I diverted my path to the origin of this endearing voice.

"Big Hit Academy" I tilted my head in confusion but proceeded to where the voice was beaming from and there I found the body of whom this passionate voice belonged to.

My jaw dropped in awe and my eyes were fixated on this person whom I perceived as 'dare i say it' Hot asf but it's no big deal, guys check each other out and give silent compliments right?

His looks were a bonus but it was his passion that oozed out of him through his voice that had completely sucked me in. How could someone make me feel so, so, so, dammit i can't explain this feeling but it feels right.

Then it hit me again, I looked up at the sky and started smiling like a child that had been given candy after crying their sockets. "Thank you, Thank you, Sorry for being upset i should've never been mad at you. You're the bomb, Thank You"

This is where am destined to be...

I thought.

Hello (I don't know whether to give yall a nickname or not) 👋

This is my first time EVER doing something like this so i don't know if its any good or not but am content with it.

Thanks for reading and hopefully I didn't bore you

(Ughs Just shup up already you are boring 💤 )