Focus Kookie!

Clarity

Namjoon's POV

I walked into the room after taking a quick shower, I noticed hobi laying on his bed but there was another presence in the room which was new to me. I felt his eyes piercing my abbs and heard him gulp before looking up at me as I cleared my throat to get his attention.

His eyes were dark brown which was lightly complimented by his blonde hair, his cheeks looked so squishy that would make jellyfish jealous, his jawline was finely tuned out but what really got me was his pink plumpy lips that would look so good around my co- I meant that his lips were very attractive.

Woaw who's this cutie

Shut it Rap Monster you're gonna scare him away if you don't stop staring into his soul

I smirked at him as I turned my focus to Hobi and gave him a 'whothefuckisthiscutiehowoldisheandhowdoeshelikehiseggsinthemorning' look.

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J-hope's POV

The tension in the air was weird when Namjoon walked in our room, I wanted to throw up because it was causing an uncomfortable knot in my stomach. I noticed Kookie's lustful stare at namjoon and to be frank I ship them, namjoon cleared his throat and sent a pervy smirk at kookie before diverting his attention to me with a facial expression that I read as 'tellmeallineedtoknowaboutthiscutiebeforeicutyou' so I did what anyone in my situation woud have done, I flopped.

"His name is Jeon Jungkook, freshman, virgin and is willing to submit"

Hobi you fuc-

Oh cry me a chair dear conscience

The pair looked at me with an expression I couldn't decipher, kookie looked embarrassed but wait why was he blushing meanwhile Namjoon's smirk grew wider it had looked like his face was gonna rip. After what felt like an eternity Namjoon broke the awkward silence.

"Jungkook nice to meet you, am Namjoon but I go by Rap Monster and don't worry I'll take seriously good care of you"

Wooooooh that was smooth Joon

Yeah unlike you blurting everything without any filter

I swear conscience just leave me alone

As I ignored the annoying voice in my head I turned my focus to Namjoon who was now leaning near Kookie and whispering some stuff which i can only assume is uhmmmm friendly because kookie was now a tomato. Namjoon didn't even spare me a glance as he walked out with his change. Kookie looked flustered as he slowly turned to face me.

"Well that escalated rapidly" I whispered to myself

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Kookie's POV

Though my focus was on Hobi I couldn't help but ponder on what Namjoon had whispered into my ear like a freaking minute ago.

"If ever you need someone to tutor you, you know where to find me"

I couldn't hide the fact that I was now a tamoto with a coconut hairstyle but damn the way his breath pressed against my skin send shivers in places I didn't know shivers could go. Hobi hyung just sat there dumbfounded by what just happened, he made attempts to say something but restrained himself from doing so until I broke the ice.

"Hobi hyung" I walked over to him and plopped beside him on the bed

He hummed in response while resting his chin on my head

"I think I'm Gay" I buried my face into his chest with tears streaming down my cheeks

"So what? Am Bi" He ruffled my hair trying to calm me down

"I can't be Gay, my religion forbids it and who knows how mom would feel about this. I've been confused about my sexuality since I turned 12, I know loving the same sex is a sin but I can't feel anything towards girls, I even tried with a few girls. Fuck I tried so hard for so long b-but nothing and I know it's w-wrong, God knows how much I understand that but why does i-it feel so right hyung. Waaaeeeeee?!!" My breathing was now out of control as I let out sobs

He didn't say anything for some time until he let out a deep sigh and wrapped his arms around me.

"I-I I'm not gonna lie to you Kookie, I don't know how to respond to that but all I know is that God loves you regardless and don't let some scripture in the bible keep you from being Happy, Only God can judge you"

I muffled my screams into Hobi's chest as I squeezed his arms. I don't know why I chose this moment to confess, heck why Hobi of all people but all I know now is that that was exactly what I needed. It felt like I had a shit tonne of bricks lifted off me once i confessed, God it felt so good to let it all out. I'm even ashamed to mention him but I can't abandon my faith simply because my sexuality wasn't natural. All I could think of was mom, will she still love me?!

Mianhe Eomma

Then it all went black.

Namjoon

Hello Randoms💗

Hope you enjoyed it. 👯

I know I went from Fun to Serious in like 0.00000002 seconds Sorry but I felt I had to because I had personal experiences dealing with something similar. 🙇🙏

FYI
I'm a Christian and No am not Gay but I do support the LGQTB community 💞✊

Like I had stated in the intro of this book, If you're uncomfortable with mentions of Christianity then don't read please I don't want anyone to feel triggered. 💣

Kamsa!