Eternal Love: Jawan Harris Love Story [EDITING]

New Beginnings.

Chapter 9 ♡

"I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, baby."

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Jawan and I finally got the apartment together and we've been exhausted for the past week or two. We went in our room and laid down. "We finally finished."

"Yeah, we finally did it." I smiled and looked around our room. "I love our house, I can't believe that we finally live together now." He rubbed my waist. "Yeah, no rules, just our way for everything." "And we can do whatever we want, whenever we want." He kissed my neck. "Anytime we want to." he whispered against my neck, kissing it. "Without any distractions" he whispered in my ear. "Or disturbances." He kissed me softly. He pulled back and I smiled. "We're finally on our own together."

We ordered Chinese food and stayed up late talking, and ended up falling asleep.

The next morning...

I woke up, checking my phone to see a text from Jawan.

I went to dance rehearsal, you can come meet me there if you want, I'll be there until 4. Love you! :*

I sighed, got breakfast, took a shower, got dressed and drove off to go see Jawan.

I got to the studio and Jawan stopped dancing and ran to me. He picked me up and kissed me. "Hey, you came." he smiled. "Mhm." I pecked his lips and whispered in his ear. "I think you should get back to dance rehearsal baby, they're waiting on you." he pecked my lips and went back to rehearse.

I watched him until he was done and he was amazing. When he was done I gave him a hug and he backed up. "Don't hug me, I'm sweaty." I hugged him tightly. "I don't care..." he kissed my forehead.

We drove home and Jawan took a shower. He came out with his boxers and he laid next to me. He had his arm around my waist and I was snuggled into his neck. He rubbed my back and sang softly to me and I fell asleep in his arms.

I woke up with Jawan shaking me lightly. "Boo, wake up." he whispered to me and kissed my forehead. I opened my eyes slowly, "Jay baby what is it?" I rubbed my eyes. "Hun your mom's here and she wants to see you." I yawned and got out of bed.

I went in the living room and my mom was there. "Hey mom." she hugged me tightly. "Hey sweetheart." I yawned, and my mom looked at me. "Were you sleeping?" I nodded and she looked sorrily. "Oh I'm sorry, I just wanted to come see how you and Jay were doing in the new house."

"We're good, everything's going okay," "Alright, I'm gonna go. I'll call you okay sweetheart." she kissed my forehead. "Okay, love you mom." I smiled. "Love you too sweetheart." my mom left and I went back in our room.

Jawan was watching TV and I smiled looking at him. "Baby, I'm gonna make dinner what do you want?" I sat on his torso, and rubbed his chest. He bit his lip. "Um, I don't know." he stuttered, rubbing my waist.

"Come look with me boo, I don't know what I should make." I got up and pulled his arm. "Boo, I'm tired just make something." I pulled on his arm harder. "Pleaseeee, come on." I was whining like a baby and Jawan got up. "Fine."

We walked in the kitchen and looked in the fridge. "You wanna make chicken?" I looked up at him and he shrugged. "C'mon baby answer me." he sighed. "I guess."

"Okay, I'll make some, try not to fall asleep okay?" He chuckled, kissed my forehead and went back in our room.

I made the food and called Jawan.

"Jay! Dinner!"

No answer.

"Boo come get dinner!" I went in our room and I saw Jawan sleeping. "Aw, he's so cute." I kissed his cheek and he woke up. "Boo?" He sounded really sleepy. "Yes, baby?" I looked back, walking to him.

"Is dinner ready?" I nodded, and kissed his cheek. "Mhm..." He got up and held my hand. "C'mon let's go get dinner." He started walking me to the kitchen while dragging his feet. "I was gonna bring it to you baby..." he kept walking to the kitchen. "It's okay." He went in the kitchen and got his food and I got mine.

We ate in our room and when we finished eating we fell right to sleep.

2 months later...

Jawan and I have been really busy lately, because after the single with Jawan, I've been getting calls from labels like crazy. And Jawan has tons of meetings he has for promo and concerts.

So, today I was at my mom's house talking to her about everything and Jawan called me.

"Hey baby." I grinned. "Hey boo, I have some news I have to tell you when you get home."

"Um...okay, why can't you tell me now?" I said flirtatiously.

"It's a surprise." I chuckled.

"Okay, I'll talk to you later."

"Alright love you."

"Love you too, bye."

"Bye."

I drove home and waited for Jawan to come home. When he did he hugged me and kissed my cheek. "Boo, here's the news, okay, so they said the mixtape did so well, that I'm going on tour for the next 2 months." I looked down and Jawan was smiling. "2 months?" I pouted. "Yeah, what's wrong?" he looked at me worrily and held my hands.

"I don't know, it's just such a long time... I'm gonna miss you and-"

"What do you mean baby? You're coming with me."

I looked up and smiled. "I am?" "Of course, why wouldn't you? You're my support system, I need you there with me." he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Aw..." I looked up at him and kissed him lightly. "When does it start?" I asked. "In a couple weeks."

We packed a little and he told me about all the places we were going on the tour, and what we were going to do.

The main thing I was worried about that was still in the back of my head were the fans and what they were gonna do. I didn't tell Jawan, but ever since 106 the death threats have been getting worse and worse. I keep getting them on twitter, and any way Jawan's fans could get a hold of me. I'm still scared, and I don't want Jawan to think it still hurts me, even though it does. I'm scared, that since the fans know we're together, they've been threatening to kill me and now that they have an opportunity to get me at Jawan's shows. I don't know what to do.