We Were just kids in love. (Justin Bieber)

part 78

Justin's pov

it's been hours, and every second of every minute is killing me. the woman I love, the mother of my children, the only person on this earth I can really trust. I'm not allowed to see her and Avalanna and Michael have been taken to a separate room. They said she's lost a lot of blood and her placenta didn't detach so she is having emergency surgery right now. everyone is here. Scooter, her mom and dad, Ari and Fredo. Ari is in the same state as me all cried out. I've cried, and cried. I'm numb. if she doesn't make it I'm scared I won't either. I won't be the best I can be for the 2 people that need me most. the hospital is surrounded by hundreds of people. beliebers, haters, paparazzi and everything in between. all I can hear is screaming.

'Mr Bieber' I snap my head towards the voice bringing me out of my daze, I stare in the eyes of a doctor I haven't yet seen. 'hello Mr Bieber, miss yln family and friends I'm doctor West I have some good news yn is in a stable condition and will make a full recovery, she is asking for you Justin' I feel as if I'm weightless and my feet can't move fast enough I yell a thank you as I'm running down the long corridor to my beloved yn I get to her room as a nurse is wheeling our babies into the room as soon as yn sees me she begins crying, I'm nit sure if it's because of happiness or being scared, maybe it's a little bit of both. I run to her and embrace her with a hug that screams my relief that she is ok. the nurse mumbles a little hello and leaves the babies next to yn's bed. I can see in her eyes she immediately wants to hold them so I pass them to her I have my phone ready and take as many photos and videos as I can before everyone comes in everyone holds them and as always Ariana is crying "you guys make the most beautiful babies, I can't even, I'm so proud of you both" "we are proud of you Ari I can already tell you are going to be the best aunty" "hey babe don't let jazzy hear you say that" "oh well you are going to be the best aunty from my side of the family then" I look at yn and nod in agreement.

pretty soon after everyone has had a cuddle the nurses ask everyone to leave because yn needs rest. I once again have special treatment and am allowed to stay with her.

"hey babe can I upload a few videos to show my beliebers that you are ok and stuff?" she hesitantly replies "only if you show me them first, I don't want them to be all over the press... at least not yet babe" "yeah ok baby" I show her all the videos and we choose together what are the best ones to put on I put a few photos too in none you can see the twins faces so yn wasn't mad.

by the time we had both settled down it was near 2 in the morning and it has been the most exhausting few days of my life I cant even begin to think what yn is feeling like. I fold out the lounge and make my bed I turn around to kiss yn good night but she is already fast asleep I can't help but take a photo of my beautiful girl.

@justinbieber: this right here is one of the 4 reasons I have for living, the other is #mybeliebers but you will have to wait to see the other two ;) #soon

I kiss my 3 most precious treasures goodnight, I lock my phone and drift of to a dreamless sleep.