We Were just kids in love. (Justin Bieber)

part 79

JPOV

Last night was amazing. I didn't sleep a wink. I just sat and stared at my babies. it's hard to tell anyone how I feel about them. there is literally no words that do justice to how I feel towards them. I know if it came to it I would kill and die for these two beings that I have only known for around 10 hours. Yn got to sleep most of the night except when they needed a feed, nurses came to show us how to hold, bathe, dress, feed.... well everything we needed to know about being parents. Even though I know everyone will be there for us  it's good that we have some knowledge. Yns parents are staying for 4 days with us but they have to fly out because if a major deal they could be sealing. my mum is staying for as long as we need her. it's good having a massive house, we will have our own space and be able to do our own think if we want and when we need my mum she will be there.

We get to leave today, thank Fuck.I don't really like hospitals.

while I'm waiting for yn I go onto my twitter and as I thought the beliebers have gone crazy, they know the twins have been born. All of them want to see my precious children, I don't want that yet. so I post a picture of a pink and blue pacifier together with the caption '#soon.' that will send.them crazy. Scooter is here and is beginning to explain to.us that we cannot leave with the twins. That Allison and my mum will take them along with Kenny. he wants us to make decoys and wrap up dolls. it's not safe for us out there with them, the paps will do everything they can to get the first pictures of my children, they will sell for millions. "I agree with Scooter. are you ok with that babe" she looks unstable "Justin I can't just leave them." she states frantically "it will only be for 15 minutes we can be on facetime with Allison the whole time if you want. its not safe out there." she starts crying "I know it's not, I feel so useless. they aren't even a day old and I can't protect them." "baby I have no doubt if they were in danger you would go all thunder from downunder but this is the safest way to get them home. if the paps think we have them they will follow us and let Allison and mum go safely." she takes a deep breath and closes her eyes "fine. if we have contact with them the whole time."

we finished packing yns things and are now getting ready to leave we are waiting at the doors with our decoys the security are surrounding us. but the paparazzi are already swarming. out side the glass doers separating us. the flashes are making it hard to see so I look down and let the guards guide me to the car. I'm holding 'Michael' and they are fucking lucky this is a doll or I would personally kill them for being so animalistic around my precious babies. this is total chaos. yn is finally in the car putting 'avalanna'  in the baby seat I pass my doll to her and run to the drivers seat, I can't go very fast because all of the paps are so close. finally I've made it to the road and I'm speeding down the highway.

A/N

OK I'm really sorry this has taken so long, it was originally longer but stupid fucking wattpad didn't save it so I will rewrite the rest ASAP.