small bump
"oww, Louis help!" I scream at the sight of my blood stained sheets and the sharp pain in my stomach. "what, maddy what's wrong" Louis rolled over with eyes full of panic "Louis I think it's time the baby's coming!" I shriek "no that can't be. there's still 4 months left, that can't be it, there must be something else going on." Louis panicks "Louis sorry but I don't give a fuck what you have to say right now just call the damn ambulance!" I try my best to breath, Louis frowns and dials 911
*at the hospital, 1 hour later* *LOUIS POV*
"Louis, can I please have a word with you. it's important" the doctor rushes through the doors of the hospital room, I kiss maddy on the forehead and leave the room, "Louis, I hate to be the one to tell you this but I'm afraid your baby is not going to make it. your wife has gone into labor 4 months early and there's nothing we can do at this late point in time.." what, how, why does this have to happen to us?! that child would've been our pride and joy. why me? why maddy? "I'm afraid that's not all Mr Tomlinson, there is a 50 percent chance of Madeline not making it through this either" I can't take this much bad news at once, I drop to my knees and sob like a 2 year old for what feels like hours but is really a few minutes. I can't deal with this. in a few hours I may have nothing left."well can't you do something about this?! like maybe you could try doing your fucking job! maybe go in there a help my wife survive that might help!!" I yell "I'm extremely sorry sir, there's nothing we can do this late into her labor, all we can do at this point is hope for the best. maybe instead of you abusing me for something I can't help you might want to be spending what could be the last few hours of your wife's life with her." bloody sassy prick, his right but his being a pretty huge dick to be honest "yeah your right, I'm sorry doc" I turn around and walk back into the hospital room. why do I have to be the one to break this news to her?! this will crush her. "maddy, he's not going to make it." I sob, I lean over and hug her "what? who?" Maddy asks confused "our baby, his not going to make it" I break down and so does she "mads I'm so sorry! we can try it again please don't give up! one day we will start a family it will be ok I promise" I kiss her cheek that is wet with tears "Louis, I love you" she sobs "I love you too maddy, it's time for us to be brave you need to have this baby now ok babe" I stare at her and wipe her tears away
*MADDYS POV*
the pain in my stomach is gone but the pain in my heart remains for my baby that I will never be able to watch grow in to an adult and that kills me. I have finally given birth to my lifeless baby boy.
"you are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, you are my one and only you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, and it will be alright."
Louis quietly sings to the lifeless body in my arms and kisses the cold baby on the fore head and sobs.
"love, I promise one day we will start a family, no matter how long it takes. I will not give up! I love you so much maddy you are the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm so glad that your still here"
"what do you mean *still here*?" shit I didn't tell her! "nothing sweetie, I'm just lucky to have you" I wrap one arm around her as the doctor takes away what would've been our little boy.
"your just a small bump unborn, just 4 months then torn from life"
I finish and Louis kisses me on the lips
