Unwanted Love||pjm/knj

Gray

~namjoons pov~
Anger...jealousy...psycho...that's what took over me.
Right now I'm being punched by jungkook. I'm not fighting back I deserved this. I hurt her.
I look at aaliyah she's sobbing. I hate realizing the reason she's sobbing is cause of me. I try to protect her and I ended up leaving the deepest scar on her. I see aaliyah give me a slight smile and she mouths sorry as her eyes close. No!
"Aaliyah!" I push jungkook off me with all my force and run to aaliyah. I check her pulse. Nothing.
I sob. I pick her up bridal style and tell jungkook to get the car ready. I sit in the front seat with a non breathing Aaliyah on my lap. I sob harder. Please dry her eyes. We arrive at the hospital and I jump out the car with Aaliyah still in my hands. Shit. She isn't covered up and a bunch of guys are strung at her boobs. I glare at them and they all look away.
"Hello sir may we help you?"
Said a doctor with the name...taeyeon?
"Please save her! She's not breathing!"
"We will get her in a room right now!"
The doctor looks familiar. Wait. That's the same doctor as last time.
"What's her name?"
"Park aaliyah."
"Wait. I helped her two weeks ago right?!"
"Yes."
"I'll get working on her right now she deserves to survive she deserves to be happy."
"Yeah...she does..."
I was the one who took her happiness
"How did she get this?!"
"I did it. I was mad and I gashes her back with a whip five times then cut her with a knife...."
"Sir. We are gonna have to ask you to leave the police will be over soon to take care of you."
"Ok..."
I'm sorry aaliyah. I deserve this I deserve to never see someone as amazing as Aaliyah again.
"What's your name sir?"
"Kim namjoon."
"Your her boyfriend?! Hoe could you do this to her?! She talked about how amazing you are! And how y'all were gonna have a kid together!" I felt a sting on my cheek and realize She slapped me.
Our kid...
Who will raise our little baby...
"Yea..."
I walk into the bathroom. I see knives. Why would a hospital put these in a bathroom?! Most people in a hospital are hurt!
I'm one of those people...
I grab the knife...
Aaliyah live a happy life with someone else and our baby...I love you I'm so sorry...
"Sir! We need you to get out of there and come down to the station for questioning."
I don't answer
"You have 5 seconds before we push down the door!"
Go ahead
"Alright! We are coming in!"
They push open the door and see me on the floor sobbing with the razor in my hand. I haven't wounded myself yet. So they are relived to realize that
"Sir that is the worst way out of this. You will be okay and so will she."
"Ok..."
"We need to take you to the station."
"Ok" I look at the cop and I'm shocked to realize the cop is...gray fullbuster! I thought he died last year...
"Namjoon!?"
"Yeah..."
"What have you done?! You were such a sweet kid!"
"I know..."
"We aren't for sure if your gonna be arrested we have to wait for aaliyah to wake up."
"I should be. It's my fate." I sob
"Don't cry."
"I am just saying the truth no lie."