Unwanted Love||pjm/knj

Gotta go my own way

~Aaliyah's pov~
I don't think I belong here. I hope namjoon understands. I don't want to leave it all behind. But I want a life. It's just to hard to watch it all slowly fade away. Me and namjoon might find our place in us but at least for now I gotta go my own way. I'm too young to be pregnant and it's all cause I was sold to namjoon if it wasn't for this none of this would've happened I want to be successful. I see namjoon walk in nervously and anxiously.
"Aaliyah!" He hugs me and I just sit there stiffly as his arms wrap around me.
"Namjoon we need to talk."
"Okay about what I'm all ears baby."
"Ok" I guide him to the hallway
"Ok why am I nervous now?" He says smiling nervously
"This is hard to say."
"It's ok I will understand and listen I promise."
"I think I should leave the bangtan house and pursue and life for myself. Focus on going to college. I can't be young forever. I want to be successful and I can't do that belonging to someone. I can't do that by getting pregnant cause I was raped at age 19. I have got to move on and be who I am. I just don't belong here. I hope you understand namjoon. You were my first love. And I can tell my mom "he made me feel so nice mom" I will never forget you. I just want to live my own life. I hope you understand."
"What about us?"
"I love you namjoon. I just want to live."
"Do you really love me you wouldn't leave if you did."
"What about trust. You know I never wanted to hurt you."
"But what am I supposed to do?"
"What about me? Don't you want me to live my life and be happy?"
"Aaliyah...your making me cry and I don't wanna cry."
"I have got to move on and be who I am I am breaking free. I'm sorry namjoon. I love you. But you can leave now. I can deal with this. I am gonna move to gwangju."
"Do you have to leave?"
"I have to leave but I'll miss you."
"Aaliyah I won't live the same without you I love you so much there's no way I can be as happy as I was with you. I love you so much you brought out the good in me and no one ever did that before I love you."
"I love you too namjoon. We will see each other again. I mean I am pregnant with your baby."
"What?! You didn't take the pill?"
"Jhope took me before I could...you don't want it don't you...?"
"No! This is my baby I'm gonna raise it and take care of my pregnant love there is no way I'm letting you leave if you are pregnant with my kid!"
"Namjoon...I just don't want you to control me or my life I want to go to college for English...and I don't want to be known around the school as the jock namjoons sex slave....you fucked up my life...unless you are willing to leave it all behind with me and change for the better then this is good my."
"I will. I will leave it all behind for you."
"But your father?"
"Fuck him."
"As in you want me to fuck him?"
"If you just fuck him once he will
Let you go...that's what Jungkook did with his he lives his life happily with his girlfriend iu."
"If I do it me and you can live our life happily together?"
"I don't want you to but it means we could be happy with our rules. So yes."
"I'll do it..."
"I'll be watching to make sure he uses protection and doesn't hurt you in anyway."
"How old is your dad?"
"39. He had me when he was 19."
"Oh ok. That's not bad I was expecting like a 50 year old."
"I would never let you fuck a 50 year old" he said chuckling.
"Haha right."
"Aaliyah I can't promise not to be protective and jealous though..."
"I like jealous and protective guys so it's okay"
"Great. I love you aaliyah. We should go back in they should have the rape kit results and should be ready to do a pregnancy test."
"Yeah."