Life Still Goes On

Chapter 1

Chanelle

I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off . 7:00 in the morning , the only thing that means is that it's time to get ready for school .

I groaned and got out of bed to start my morning routine . I walked in the bathroom & started the water in the sink . As I stood in front of the mirror , I couldn't nothing but a scared girl that's , ugly , nobody cares or love her . I do this every morning . I'm very insecure about my self cause my father always tell me how I'm a failure and allat other stuff . The only good thing that come out of his mouth is that I have a beautiful body .

After I got done doing what I had to do in the bathroom I went to my closet to find something to wear .

" What to wear , what to wear ? " I asked my self

I don't know why I always have a hard Tim finding something to wear . I guess because it's so much to chose from .. I don't know .

I finally settled on something to wear . I put on a black different color flower crop top with some blue jean capris and some t-strap sandals . It was a lil hot outside .

I walked down stairs and looked in the cabinet and got me a granola bar and some water with a small bag of hot fries 😩 . Gives me life . I looked at my phone to see what time it is & it was 8:00 . Still didn't have no text from nobody , plus I had to be at school before 8:30 .

I walked out the kitchen and looked in the living room and wasn't surprised when I didn't see my dad there . He always somewhere getting drunk .

I stopped worrying about him and grabbed my keys to my black camro and my backpack with my snack . I got in the car and started it up . When the radio came on my song started playing Main Chick - Kid Ink ft. Chris Brown . I started singing along with the song . This my shhh right here !

I told her " fuck that nigga " I don't

know your name

But you've heard my name

I know why you came

Tryna get that, name

But you've heard my name

Girl I know you wanna be my main

chick, my main chick

I said fuck whoever you came with,

who you came with

I told her " fuck that nigga "

Sitting in the back of the club

Table got a rope in the front (I don't know ya)

Uhn, you looking real familiar

I could just be a lil drunk

I don't know your name

It's a goddamn shame

I don't know how to explain it for ya

But girl, I'm just saying,

If you got a man back home, I don't know him

What, just keep it on the hush

Pocket full of trees, don't beat around the bush

Walk on green, I can even hear the putt

K.O shawty when I hit her with a punchline

Get a couple shots when it's crunch time

Ducking from my ex like the one time

Throw a sign when you really tryna go

Got the car parked right at the door

As I parked in the parking lot of the school I turned my radio down and turned my car off and got out . As I was walking on the sidewalk heading towards the school doors I was getting looks of lust from guys and stank looks from girls . I can't help the way I am 😏 . I walked to my locker and got the things I needed for today .

I walked in class and sat by my childhood best friend Shay and we said a few words to each other . Today was going to be a long day .

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