Rank #367 over 15k - University
(Boyxboy)
The love life of the sexy couple of 2Moons has just begun. The story focuses on the adult life of the couple - their sexual lust and the love they deliver through that special connection.
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Forth's POV
What would you do when the one you love doesn't love you back? Will you give up or keep hanging on? It has been a very difficult year for me; being next to the one you love and yet you know he will never look your way. Pretending to be his good friend, laughing with him, ignoring the feeling I had while watching him with different girl each day. I have given up any sign of hope because there was actually none so far.
It has been exactly one year since I entered university and meeting my first love. I went to smoke a cigarette on the roof, in commemoration to my one year of unrequited love and maybe burning it away in the wind. That's where I met this strange and funny fellow; shouting his lungs out in his first week of university. I looked at my cigarette and giggled. It felt like: at exactly the same period of the year and lighting up my cigarette, I met strange people.
"Calm down Nong" was all I could say to calm him down.
He coughed as I approached him. Why do I have to put out my cigarette everytime i met someone that picked my interest? But truthfully speaking I would probably not smoke it anyway: letting it flare in the wind of pain.
He was white as snow and was quite tall. The thing I experienced last year was completely different. Even our conversation is strange and interesting. The beating of my heart was not the same. This little junior looked like a funny fellow; just making me want to mess with him.
Laughing at my nickname was not new to me but his smile was so pure and innocent that got me enthrall.
Pha looked different with him; I really wondered if he hated him that much or he really did took a liking to that junior. It was entertaining to watch them argue. What I can say is that I took an interest in him; maybe not love yet but he was quite fascinating.
Strangely enough that nong, named Wayo, seemed to be the type of person i like: funny, friendly, handsome.. wait it feels like describing Beam. I should change my ideal type. Maybe focusing on that nong would be the best choice for me now I think. Wait! I am not gay, I should try to hit on girls more...but I feel attracted to Beam and Wayo..I think I'm officially gay as from today.
Would there really be a time where my love would finally be requited? I don't want to be lonely forever, I'm already feeling bad enough. If I get an interest in that little fellow, will i be able to forget Beam? He has been fossilised in my heart: engraved with hot iron. It would be very difficult to erase him. But if I put all my attention to Wayo, I would automatically forget about that unbearable pain irking my heart. At times my heart would rise to a crescendo and the pain would burst from my chest in a vicious shout of anguish.
Beam doesn't know how much I cursed life for being so cruel: allowing my heart to keep beating even after being shattered disarray of pieces and pierced with all kind of blades. He wouldn't know how much each of his expression was killing me inside: his smile was more than my heart could bare. Everytime he happily hang around girls or other guys, he makes it impossible for me to put myself together. Yet, I always come back to him: like a loyal puppy. Why is that? Perhaps I hope that he return what he have stolen. My heart that he stole so boldly unconsciously. He never returned it, though he never knew he took it in the first place. He just take more of me each day: bleeding me out of all the blood my heart pumped for him.
