Forever young

Chapter 5.

Harry's POV

"Oh my goodness!" Paige squealed,

"What!" We all exclaimed but she had run at the door way and leaped in to the arms oh a boy,

"Oh my... It's Derek!" Holly exclaimed,

"What?!? I thought he was in America!" Charlotte squealed, but as she said it, Paige lead Derek by the hand towards us, I was about to say hello when ffion said, very loud and obviously,

"Is that Martin Garrix?" She was probably extremely drunk, because he looked impossibly not like Martin Garrix, Charlotte and Holly burst in to giggles, they had had more to drink than me, I was sure, and I had had quite a lot.

"Let's dance!!!" Paige squealed, she was pretty drunk herself. She pulled him to the dance floor, placed her hands on his waist and started doing a completely insane dance.

Then the room started to explode with foam, I heard hysterical laughter, somebody had brought a foam machine, and now they was foam everywhere. Through the foam I could just about make out Paige and Derek intertwining themselves and falling in a pile of foam.

"Is that Liam PAYNE!?!" Holly exclaimed. "God he looks fit in denim." I looked back to Paige as she was dragging Derek out the room, Holly was making her way towards Liam Payne who, I agree, does look good in denim. I turned to Char who was messing round in the foam with some other boys. I pulled out my mobile,

'Hey, where r u???' --haz

'Ugh, meant 2 be hangin with Zayn but....he just ditched me 4 some slutty girl in a mini-mini skirt😅' --Lou

'😄poor u' --haz

'Find me in the foam babe😉' --Lou

I jumper of the stool I was sat on, and started struggling through the foam, it took me a while to find him but finally,

"Follow me." He whispered, I could feel him, right up against me, and felt my ear tingle as his breathed words brushed them. I felt goosebumps rise up my arm as his fingers intertwined with mine, and pulled slightly. We ran together hand in hand, to the hall and up the stairs to the second floor hallway. Louis paused outside a door, but I went ahead and grabbed the handle, Louis however shook his head and I listened over the music, still loud from the kitchen, I heard laughing from inside the door. We moved on and soon found a room, we ran in and locked the door. I went and sat on the singular bed.

He came and sat down next to me on the bed, it was a bit awkward and I didn't know what to say so I listened to the music, I didn't recognise the song, chatter down stairs was too loud. We leaned in too kiss, for the first time all week, but then I put my finger up, making a shh-ing gesture on both of our lips, I pulled back slightly,

"It's the song!" I said,

"What?" Louis asked, but I was waiting, waiting, waiting, now

"If I lay here, if I just lay here would you lie with me and just forget the world, come on Lou join in!" He didn't seem to want to but then he gave me a sort of look that said 'I don't want to but anything for you'

"Forget what we're told before we get too old, Show me a garden busting in to life."

"Wow..." I said quietly, agog, he was really good, he was looking down nervously.

"I don't like to sing, I always think people will...you know, think the worst." He said sadly,

"Your really good Lou." I said and he looked up and smiled,

"So are you thought, I wish we had sung together that day." I felt something inside me, like a ball of fire growing and growing urging me to. I pushed my lips against his, he was startled so he ended up toppling back on to the bed, he grabbed my waist as he went, pulling me with him. But as I landed on top of him, he rolled over, again dragging me with him, so that I was lying with him on my stomach, still kissing me. I felt Louis' hands moving down the line of buttons on my shirt, I stayed stock-still. One hand stayed, on my, rapidly moving stomach, the other crept futher, moving slowly down my crotch, I felt a shiver ring through me, followed by a wave of sweat, Louis pulled away and smiled down at me, a cheeky grin. He had felt me shiver. I felt his fingers delicately move in a figure of eight over my crotch, I shivered again and as we re-started kissing, I felt his other hand moving and creeping up my shirt and onto my chest, I gasped and Louis pulled away again, and he leant down to whisper in my ear,

"Can I see you shirtless, styles?" I nodded far too fast and felt him grasping the bottom of my shirt, grinning cheekily at me. As I felt my shirt lift I sat up fast, so Louis was sat in my lap, it startled him and he tipped back dragging my shirt with him and ripping it, he struggled back up. My confidence was coming back now, I raised one eyebrow,

"I'm walking home shirtless then?" Louis laughed,

"Yes, yes you ar-" he cut off, running his hand tentatively down my chest, I'm thirteen yes, but I'd still go to the gym ever once in a while.

"Your turn now, I don't want to be the exposed one." Louis froze,

"I don't really....I like this shirt...I'd rather keep it on." He stuttered, I gave him a sad look,

"Lou, what's wrong?" He looked down,

"I just don't feel very confident, like...." He whispered. "I feel all wrong and next to you, you're perfect." I wanted to cry,

"I'm not perfect Lou, no one is, but you're defiantly not 'wrong' and I'm not about to judge you. Now c'mon." I said and grabbed the seems of his shirt, I felt Louis legs wrap around my back. And then were two shirts on the floor, and our lips were interlocked, my hand moving through his hair.

Louis' POV

I moved my hands towards the elastic of Harry's underwear , feeling him tense up as I pulled slightly.

" wait , Louis" Harry stopped and started to get off of the single bed. I strached the back of my neck , unsure of what to say.

" I .... I'm sorry I didn't know what I was thinking you were just being so nice and no one is ever really that nice to me" I stood up, avoiding any eye contact with harry.

" aw Louis I honestly would do....you know...that" I looked up as I realised harry wasn't going to make this awkward at all but as I looked up he was doing some weird action with his hands.

" um yeah you know that thing where we umm...." I let out a chuckle suddenly realising what harry meant and saw how awkward this must be for harry so I stepped in.

" Harry , it's fine I know what you mean , I didn't know what I was thinking .

Harry smiled at me " yeah haha maybe when we are a bit you know older?"

" yeah" I gave harry a large smile "that'd be nice" I walked over to harry and gave him a hug.

We were stood like that for at least 3 minutes until I pulled away slowly.

" haz , I'm sorry but I should go find Zayn , he's probably drunk somewhere or fucking some random chick "

" ok but um ..." Harry started messing around with his hands, looking at this feet.

" yeah, Hazza?"

" can we meet up later , you know just the two of us?"

" aw of course haz , why don't you come with me now ? Zayn won't mind."

" really? Because he seems to hate my guts and I'm guessing that's because I'm bi"

" oh haz I'm really sorry about him...."

He cut me off " is that why no one knows you're gay?"

" well...." To be honest I haven't come out because of Zayn , I don't know what he'd do to me I just hope he wouldn't do anything once he found out about me and harry , the things he said to harry were horrible and at the time I had told no one about my sexuality.

" Louis? It's him isn't it ? He's the reason you haven't come out to anyone but me"

" ok yeah but he's like my best mate and seeing what he does to..."

" what he does to me ? Yeah well Lou you know what you should just ignore him if he's you're his so called best mate then he shouldn't judge you for who you are , my best friends accepted me when I told them , should you really care what he thinks ?"

I just realised how right harry was if Zayn is my best mate I should be able to tell him easily about who I am and he should accept it .

" you're right haz , ok I'll tell him but only later once we are sure about this" he nodded and reached for my hand , I looked up and smiled as I we held each other's hands and walked out to find Zayn.

" oh and haz ?"

" yeah Lou? "

" thanks , for being so nice " I gave him a smile and he returned it to me.